of Torture - 2007 - Robot Sophia
Horrible Cases of Woman Trafficking
about Paul Markovich, whom I call Beast,
Demon, Monster, Pervert and all
to read this, please have a look at this
collection of sex robots . First sex robot brothels are opening
around the world. This
article was published in UK just 3 months ago. But essential to
understand my journal entries is to watch the movie
Ex Machina, produced in 2015. Journal entries are about start
of development of robot Sophia. Developed was first sex clone. Ben Goertzel,
Chief Scientist of Hanson Robotics, which owns Sophia robot mentioned
in an interview that
Ex Machina was inspired by the real robot. In that movie Ex Machina
is a robot and developer is inviting one of his employees to perform test
on her. Ex Machina looks like a robot, but she is also connected to the
woman. But because she looks as a robot, one would never believe this.
But developer has been hiding in closets collection of humanoids. Why?
Because they look and behave like real woman, indistinguishable from the
human beings when activated and connected to real anonymous woman. If
the developer had developed such advanced robots, without "tapping
real human brains" he would not be having any reason to hide them.
And this is exactly how those robots are developed - behind each and every
of them, capable of some intelligent conversation, like Samantha,
here having conversation with Katie Couric, is one anonymous woman,
connected with nano technology to that machine. She is still under development,
but look for her in 5 years, and you probably will be astonished. Body
of anonymous woman, who is a human substrate for her, will be destroyed.
And nobody will know it, even the woman who is abused, might not know
about it, as she will be drugged and in anothere way incpacitated due
to the torture. When they wanted to open first sex brothel in Houston,
an offer was that if the client wanted to be hooked to AI, he needed to
pay extra charge (significant amount of money). This means that he would
have sex with the humanoid, capable to have conversation and acting as
a human being. For information purposes here is the link to the
organization which plan is to upload human brains to the Cloud
by 2024 and there is a waiting
list already as many people would like to do it. So - this is
not science fiction, but reality.
It is advisable
also to have a look at
this article to be able to get some basic ground and be able to
understand journal entries in the table below. Am I talking here about
Blue Shield? No. I just translated from my language what I wrote in journal
11 years ago, trying to make sense, as I know that people are really talking
to me due to radio implants. Development of robot (s) and abuse was happening
while I was sleeping. Sleeping is very similar if not the same as hypnosis.
I would wake up and forget what happened during the night, while I was
connected to the humanoid. Until April 2011 (eleven years later), I was
thinking that everything I wrote in the journal were just weird dreams.
This was never meant to be published, as I wrote it in my own language
and as it was just meant for me. My husband found it in 2011 and read
it and I was extremely upset. I remember when he told me that, that he
was crying. Everything I wrote down is translated accurately from my journal.
But this was nothing compared to the torture, which started after second
surgery in November 2015.
|Date||Journal Entry - what was the "dream" about||Interpretation|
|10/30/2007||Paul Markovich's wife visited my mother.||My mother was pulled into the project by military as they started to create child version - the first version and needed her input, about how I looked as a child.|
|11/06/2007||I was asked to talk about my childhood.||Collection of data - they want to learn as much as possible about person. In the morning I woke up with the recollection of unpleasant memories from the childhood.|
|11/09/2007||I felt that my tongue was tick, especially the top. Big pressure on the top of my head, nervousness. Going to the church brought relief. I felt horrible during the night, waking up several times.||My mouth was full of biosensors, as improved by MIT now (for development of speech and for sex robot). Sex robot needs to kiss. Pressure on the top of the head was, as I was injected with neuro grains. They experimented during the night, this was the reason I felt so bad. See Facebook model for Upload and Download of Thoughts. They got technology from DARPA on which they worked for maybe 20 years. Here is DARPA's document - page 78, shows BCI.|
|11/12/2007||I felt a bit better and could concentrate on other things.||This was the first time I took vitamin B3. I had huge flush and this was helpful. It might have displaced some of neuro grains. That was the first time I could watch movie to the end without feeling tired.|
|11/14/2007||I woke up and some woman's voice was talking about the skin care and child care. My husband called from US and said that someone called and offered products for skin care. This is the strategy they often used - to make me confused.||This was some type of brainwashing. All the dreams were meant to change personality, to influence mood during the day, to modify behavior and to create perfect slave (clone), while the person is sleeping (being under hypnosis).|
|11/15/2007||Horrible pressure in a parietal lobe. Very nervous. But started to sleep better, as B3 vitamin was helpful.||Pressure is all because of neurograins injected into the head.|
|11/2007 - 01/2008||returned to US - left journal in Europe|
|01/31/2008||I started to learn for MBA, I could see Paul Markovich's back, as he was working at his desk. I wake up every several hours.||Robot was in his study, in his home. Hanson Robotics was working on development of robot and he probably had one clone. OpenCog was founded on 01/18/2008.|
|02/01/2008||Very nervous, thick top of the tongue. I see again Markovich working at his desk. I touched him and he was extremely angry.||End of April 2018, when Regina Dugan started to abuse biosensors in my mouth, I realized that she could move my tongue (by applying some frequencies) in all directions. It appears that they trained me while I was sleeping to move the tongue to the left, right, roll it up and roll it down. I saw once a video of Amanda Baynes, creating strange grimaces and I remembered it during that night. I grabbed very hard sponge used for face exfoliation , and was biting it all night to prevent suffocation and to immobilize my tongue. Dugan gave end of April this year, finishing touches to sex robot (Facebook, Building 8), which will be used for the troops deployed to the combat. It should be operated by coins and have capability to adjust vagina to three different sizes.|
|02/15/2008||My eyes are affected. I feel nervous. Prayers are helpful.||They are working on robot's eyes.|
I had problems with the tongue - it feels like if being swollen. Paul is irrelevant. He is going on my nerves and I cannot stand him. He is kissing me, very nicely.
They are working on sex robot, mouth is full of biosensors. I know what they are doing and stopped liking Paul. He is probably testing biosensors by kissing robot.
|02/22/2008||I don't remember dreams any more.||They can make the person to forget the dreams after waking up, it depends on what they are doing during the night. Whenever I wrote something in the journal, this was what I remembered from nightly activities. This is the reason that I understood only after 11 yeas what was done. They use DARPA narratives for this purpose, creating artificial dreams like in a movie Inception. What they are doing with narratives - they are keeping my brain busy with stories, so that I don't remember what they are doing to me during the night. The community of Targeted Individuals, people who are all abused for this projects, called this manipulated dreams. Video above is about TI's and this is the case of Oxford educated woman, sleeping in the storage every night. Another case of Dr. Horton, Oxford educated Physicist. Interesting might be that Paul Markovich did his postgraduate study at Oxford University.|
pushed very hot scrambled eggs down my spine. I feel like there is another
person with me.
||Working on robot's spine. Building the robot, which is connected with me. Spine - sensation, probably the reason that I felt the robot, as we were connected with biosensors through the spine.|
|02/28/2008||I started to learn seriously. I still am looking for the business space, as I founded real estate agency in November 2007. I was taking vitamins regularly and this helped. Again I see Paul working at his desk. I was not sure why, so I tried to interpret this as me starting to learn again.||It appears that with the spine, mouth, eyes some work on the robot was completed. I slept very bad, was feeling horrible when this type of work was done. If not, then I would feel as before the surgery, completely healthy. Robot is still at Paul's home, as I am placed behind his back.|
|02/28/2008||I felt as if I were swimming on the sea surface, being hypnotized, and someone was swimming below and constantly touching me - my leg. It did not feel unpleasant. Then I was going to some island with the book and was sitting there. While I was writing the entry in the journal I was crying and told Paul to leave me. And he said that he could not. I prayed for him and cried again.||They were working on the robot. My body was full of biosensors, nano robots, but I did not have any idea about that at that time. I know that I had a lot of itching after the surgery, my whole body was itching. If you have nano tubes (Morgellons) in your body, whenever hit with EMF, the body will itch at that part. This is the picture I created under dermascope. I had better pictures of them being of different colors - copper like, but not here. These nano tubes are below the skin. Back to journal entry, I was crying because that part of my brain, they abused during the night, knew that what happened during the night was something horrible.|
felt some tiredness in my eyes. Stopped exercising. When I start to learn,
I start closing my eyes. I pray every day for Paul, then for my husband,
then for me.
||They were working on robot's eyes. Influencing my eyes using nano tubes or biosensors in my eyes. They don't want me to learn. Signs of hypnosis - excessive yawning and blinking with the eyes. I was thinking constantly that Paul and me were connected para psychologically. I would get later some spam emails, which would say that it was done through Third Eye - chakra point on our forehead - connection to the Source in Hindu religion. There is a movie "In Her Eyes" when man and woman, unknown to each other, experience brain trauma and they start to be involved similar way. Another reason - I would get a lot of email messages that would dupe me into thinking so.|
|03/06/2008||I had argument with my husband, who called every day. I had the feeling we will never live together. I got spam message:"When your husband leaves you".But physically and mentally I felt as before the surgery, being me again. But I was masturbating constantly during that time. I never did that before, as I am not very sexual person, and I had normal sexual life with my husband, we never had any problems. I did not remember any of my dreams.||This was regularly happening. I would always got spam messages, which would show that someone knew or would reinforce what was happening during the night. Here example of just some of spam emails from 2007, when I sent complaint to General Goldfein because of abuse from the side of AirForce during that time.|
|03/08/2008||I had strong orgasm during the night seeing Paul Markovich orally satisfying me. I started to feel strong sexual excitement. I got spam email that would indicate that someone can see what I am seeing.||I think that robot was functional for sex purposes. They give orgasm using EMF, stimulating clitoris abusing biosensors injected in genital area. Another way is through use of some type of pressure waves. I would see a person and penis (vision) and then they would apply pressure waves, to give the feeling of intercourse. When they can see what I am seeing, this is indication that robot's eyes are functional. Cameras are connected through biosensors with human eyes. They can send a hologram, picture on the particle. When particle hits neurograin on visual cortex, I would see the picture.|
|03/09/2008||I had sex with Paul Markovich, I said to Paul that I loved him, I could see us traveling to Venice, having children. At the same time I got spam email stating:"Shared pussy". I feel well, but someone can see what I see and can judge in what emotional state I am.||Robot is completed so that one can have sex with her. Shared pussy - it can be shared with other people. Robot's eyes are functional, through neurograins, some neural activity could be "read". Not much but something.|
|03/10/2008||I slept through the noon. I felt as being sexually attacked and said to Paul that I did not want sex with him. To prevent attack I visualized to have metal suit on me.||Sexual abuse through the robot started on 03/08/2008|
went to the city to do some errands and when I came back home, I could see
vision of me having shaved head (Sophia robot
still doesn't have hair).
There was a group of people and Paul had anal sex with me. After he ended he kicked me with the leg in the back. Everybody around laughed. This happened in Blue Shield cube where I was once working. I did not react, but before going to sleep, I was crying.
Due to neurograins and other implants they could send me visual material and talk with me during the night, but also have telepathic conversation during the day. I thought all the time that this was some type either black magic or parapsychology. Brainpreservation organization, which works on upload of people brains to the Cloud (computer) has one PhD in Parapsychology as an adviser. But it was actually the case of Synthetic Telepathy, due to some implanted DARPA technology during the surgery.
|This is very strange entry especially because place of abuse was BSC in San Francisco. I had strange sexual excitement every Saturday at 3PM, and that started in 2011, after I moved to Oakland and Army started intensively to experiment on me. I once heard Paul telling someone: "Are we going to use conference room". Did they abuse humanoid with biosensors connected to my body? That I had such type of sexual experience, was not secret at all. Many people knew about this. When I worked in 2012 in one company as an Analyst in Finance department I had Controller loudly scream and simulate orgasm in the office next door, while I was with my boss in one meeting with the clients.|
wrote in journal that I told Paul Markovich that I hate him and that he
is fu--ing bastard. That guy is really disgusting. And that since February
last year, everything that happened was some type of rape.
||Serious sexual abuse started by the use of sex robot. Email spam "Shared Pussy", should explain everything. February last year, was February 2007 when I resigned from Life Masters company after I requested investigation about the evaluation document sent to that company from someone from Blue Shield. This is why I sent an email to Paul Markovich in 2007 requesting him not to send the document to my future employers. And this is why I ended in military program.|
|03/13/2008||I woke up feeling cold, but I was extremely angry. Whenever I see vision of Paul Markovich, I guillotined him - chop his head off and I put his wife on his penis. I started to hate him horribly. I cursed him. I had very morbid visions which surprised me. I felt like a psychopath.||I don't even know what happened, but after I woke up, the entry in my journal shows what he did to the robot, while I was asleep. And it might have been something horrible, as I felt as psychopath, which surprised me, as that was not my nature. It might have been that I had experienced some horrible things during the night, which put me into this state.|
I use one pdf version of the journal. And I am missing one important entry - that I could see during the night Paul and his wife hugging a baby in the pillow. Baby was three months old.
If you think that OpenCog from Hanson Robotics was founded in January 2008, that I wrote in Journal that baby was 3 months old, makes sense. I did not know about existence of OpenCog until summer 2018 - 10 years later. I thought when reading this entry, that Paul got another child as addition to his family and was looking for some time if he would change number of children on his bio. But he did not.
|03/14/2008||I slept very bad and woke up at 5AM. Someone was having anal sex with Paul's wife and one child. He said "Ne", which is "No" in my language. When I opened my eyes being in my bed, Paul tried to sexually excite me, but without success. He wanted to close my eyes. Next day I felt cold, said that I was not so brutal. Told Paul not to talk to me any more and to open his mouth only when I ask him something, and that I will never ask him anything. This is interesting part, as it appears that two robots were created in parallel - one sex robot and one military top robot. I started to give orders to protect myself - that vulnerable part that was abused for sex. Someone also asked me that night to talk about my family.||What is happening here - child humanoid like Diego San was first created or another version of child. Imagine female version of a child with developed genitals. And this fits to what I told during the attack end of April 2018, ten years later in the video. That there were many constructs (clones) created, but all were me at certain age, as a child etc. When there was an effort to close my eyes, then this was an attempt to hypnotize me back into sleep. It appears that two robots were developed in parallel - sex robot and military top robot.|
|03/15/2008||Told Paul Markovich to leave me in piece and to act as a human being and not like a jerk. I wrote further that after that scene with the child rape, which did wake me up, he lost any power over me. Probably that was me who said "Ne - no", which woke me up March 14th. I told him that his wife is a Gipsy and he went crazy. He still tells me that he loves me, but I don't love him any more.||Robot was very sexually abused. I asked Paul to end it. I found office for my business at the same time in real life. I was disgusted by the rape of the child.|
|03/16/2008||I woke up at noon, I was extremely tired. I was trying to get rid of Paul. I was later extremely angry. I wrote that I could cut in pieces, Paul, my husband and ALL OTHERS.||While writing this, this is the first time that I am really analyzing journal entries. I wrote here about my husband. I think that he was blackmailed because of watching porn to participate in this crime. He worked for one company that was government contractor at that time. Once he mentioned Obama as Berry. I asked him - since when you are with Obama at Berry. In 2011 I wrote a letter I wanted to send to HR of Blue Shield. When I finished the letter, my husband came to my room and said:"You cannot send the letter. Those are dangerous people and they could kill you". I did not know that he could monitor my laptop. He wanted to go to Europe and I booked the flight. He never wanted to talk about my problems. I think that he was forbidden to help me. I had that waystation (neurograin) on the top of my head and I just asked him once to see if that was a mole or what it was, and he did not want to research. That sex robot was so abused by many people, made me extremely tired and I started to stay in bed until noon.|
|03/18/2008||I started to work in my business. I gained on weight and still was communicating telepathically.||One of the implants I got during the surgery was developed by DARPA for synthetic telepathy. This article is from 2008, but DARPA was developing technology for a long time. I did not have any idea, that that type of technology existed. It never crossed my mind, that this was technology behind my "telepathic communication". I could think about black magic, para natural, everything but not military being behind. That I was abused by military was obvious the first night after I moved to Oakland in July 2011, as the "dream" was that I was in combat with military.|
I woke up
during the night thinking that I was going insane. There was some strange
experiment going on. Paul Markovich was involved and there was some construct
- it was half a human being, another half a computer, that could repeat
some words and movements. I was looking all done and subconsciously I
wanted Paul to like me. After that I am riding horse but I am taking care
to touch the ground with my legs. After I woke up Paul tried to kiss me
three times and told me:"I can have you now whenever I want".
I told him that he did not have any influence on me. Then I called my
husband and said that I was waiting just him for sex.
|I was captured in a ROBOT, not child any more. It had basic functions, and as the half was computer, it appeared that they took measure of my legs, or something similar. Why I would be riding horse and not walking - I don't know. Maybe this is better position for sex, if robot is turned to the back. It has legs spread and bent. Here is a video, which could serve as possible explanation. Again here U would recommend to watch the movie Ex Machina. Goertzel, from Hanson Robotics said that Ex Machina was inspired by the real robot. In that movie, the person who was developing humanoids, had closets full of sex robots, different races. The question is, why would he be hiding them all, if they are just programmed robots. The only reason would be because behind each of those robots, there was one real woman captured in that humanoid. In 2010 I had a vision of Paul with one blond, slim, petite woman. In 2014 I had strong reaction to one Japanese woman, whom I did not know. In 2017 I could see him going together with one Indian woman as a couple and she had military style pants on her. I could see that she left BSC earlier that year and went to Europe. I needed 11 years to understand what was going on with me. And I was selected and developed by Hanson Robotics, for general intelligence platform. So, it might be that I was selected as a person having average intelligence at least.|
|03/26/2008||I already worked for a week as an owner of Real Estate Agency. After waking up, I told Paul that what he did he should do with his wife. I was completely sober. I stopped being in love with Paul. I could see myself being shaved (robot doesn't have pubic hair probably) and just in a bra without underwear. I felt huge sexual excitement and kissed Paul in the neck). Now Paul said that he would like to live with me, had children. But I wrote in the journal that I said that I wished him to be happy with his family and to try what he did to me with his wife. But he said that she did not want. I told him that he wants to destroy me, that he was cheap and that this was the only way to get rid of his obsession. And I wrote that as long as I am not destroyed, he would be obsessed with me. In the evening I was communicating telepathically with Paul. He said that he loved me and I would be kissing him on the neck.||
After I was captured in robot, I had very mixed feelings about Paul. I don't know how I was abused during nights, except for journal entries as everything was done under hypnosis. When I got recall of memories end of April this year, and when it was about Paul I was on the couch kicking around with my hands and my legs screaming and repeating:"I don't want" and crying. Sophia is social robot and nobody knows that there is fully developed sex clone, that participated in orgies. I would wake up and see as last scene, a lot of human bodies in a haze from the sweat. And developer of Ex Machina robot said in the movie, that she had sensors in her genitals, and while having sex with her, she can enjoy it (or feel abused). That is exactly what I captured in my journal, without having much idea what I was writing about at that time.
reading spam emails, which I constantly was receiving. If you had hair
cut and just after coming home, you get spam message with the subject
line: "Do you like your new hair cut", you would probably open
it being curious, why would you be getting this type of message. This
was exactly the type of spam messages I constantly was receiving. I started
to receive less of them. Paul told me that I would leave him, but that
he likes when I am sick as he can then have power over me. I went to the
local doctor and was treated 4 times with EMF for skin regeneration. Without
being aware that I was implanted with nano technologies, just recently
I found information, that this was the way to destroy some of it.
This is not the last entry in the journal. It appears from other entries that Paul's sex life with his wife improved.. I would write some entries in my journal and had other journals - most of them in electronic form since 2008. I developed attachment to Paul and for longer time, I was thinking that if Paul would not be on the planet Earth, this would be horrible. This is important, as they kept me obedient through sex during the development of Sophia robot. All done during the night, while I was sleeping. I think that this robot went insane through abuse. If they would like to put me asleep, they would send EMF through the implants in my left ear, which would stimulate my right breast and then right side of genital area. My body is nano wired and they can hypnotize me this way. This sex robot has been so abused, that I have the knowledge of her genitals being destroyed this summer. As I complained against Paul Markovich in one of youtube posts about Blue Shield, comment session, asking him to whom to return nano diamond worth several thousand dollars, I found in my right ear, they chased me to put me in some closed institution. Actually I detached from Paul, when I was in Yoga teacher course in 2015. One photographer made a photo of him and I saw pitiful creature full of his own demons. And I detached. What I developed for him despite horrible abuse, was some type of Stockholm syndrome. After all I was captured in the robot. It could be some knowledge that CIA got through MK Ultra - experiments on live people since they imported in US Nazi scientists and their knowledge about the cloning experiments Hitler performed on Jews. In 2016 when I started to record activity on my ears, realizing that people were really talking with me during the night, I recorded male voice telling me something and I would be repeating for a long time:"I love you". Here one example: I was brainwashed into being in love with Paul Markovich.
after July 2011 when military started to experiment intensively on me.
This was after I wanted to send an email to BSC as I found that Bruce
Bodaken, CEO was paid 5 million for 2010. I did not have any idea that
BSC as non profit would be paying such salaries. I realized that after
I resigned from LifeMasters in 2007 and did not sign Release Agreement
until August 2007, that could have been perceived as threat for Markovich.
BSC was LifeMasters' customer and customers were also mentioned in Release
Agreement. I did not send letter to BSC, but I still was handed month
later to the military for more intensive torture.
very strange entry in my journal in 2007 - that Paul Markovich said during
the night, while I was sleeping, that he was bringing his parents. And
I wrote in journal in the morning that I got scared. I never had seen
his parents even on the picture. Was he building his Hive? Why would I
be scared? I still don't know.
I could see similar structures as rods
on this picture, but in horizontal position and being black, before
waking up this morning. On 11/17/2018 when I saw some snowflake structures
on my eyes one night, most of which were removed another night, I did
not research, but I understand by looking at this picture, that they worked
on iris. They started
to work on the front of my eye, and right now they are working on the
back - retina, to be able to damage my
eyes and adjust it to fit the robot's needs. Facebook also needs
this functionality for their Oculus project. You can also see on this
video published on 11/27/2018, that Sophia robot, started to have strange
movements with her eyes , opening them more and moving them. Notice
jerky movements of her head. This was because I destroyed some of nano
technology from my neck and some of the neurograins from my skull. After
beuatician treatment, I got them again implanted. But now I am using some
remedies, trying to damage them again.