of a Walking Dead - 2019
03/08 3 AM - CET I took the nap at 1 AM and woke up at 3 AM with the knowledge of US Air Force - General Goldfein and Musk working on the humanoid Ripley connected with all her sensors to the biosensors in my body. I started to write to Musk on April 25th, 2018 emails asking him to stop abuse. He did not pay absolutely any attention - why should he. Mice has more rights than me, as for experimenting on mice someone needs to get the permit from Department of Health, and abuse of my body is free for everyone. He even said once about me:"She is a guinea pig. That is her job. And my job is to abuse her." Imagine that arrogance! Here are just several emails I sent him since April last year - one of them I sent to Tesla Motors. I fled to Mexico twice - once by car and once by plane to avoid his torture, slept in Bay Area hotels as I could not use my home to sleep and eventually had to leave US for Europe, where I am still living being completely incapacitated due to the torture. This is such a horrible CRIME and it is not personal - it doesn't matter that I am talking about myself - it is just beyond comprehension that this is happening in the civilized world. Here are emails I sent during that torture time (Spring -Summer 2018) to then governor Jerry Brown (another email chain).
I was surprised
when I got memory recall after Ripley was launched to the space, that
I would be crying so horribly, as I recorded on 03/02. I was crying because
I knew what I should expect once in space. All possible tests were performed
on me during this time since launch. They took vital signs using devices
attached to humanoid's fingers, two nights ago I woke up with the knowledge
that Ripley was killed by the application of huge pressure. What it means
when I say Ripley was killed - it was me in Avatar Ripley who was killed.
They might be able to make robot functional but every time robot goes
"killed" through application of some force, I will experience
it as if I were killed in real life. You can depict Jake from Avatar movie
to understand better what I am writing about. The difference is that Jake
was not abused like me. I wrote in my journal in 2007 (when not knowing
that I was implanted with one of the first generations of neurograins
and different type of other nano technologies during the surgery) that
Paul Markovich said during the night that he was going to bring his parents
and that I was afraid. I still don't understand why I would write that
sentence, and why I was afraid, but this made sense for sure. Probably
he started in 2007 to build his hive. I still state that good idea would
be to put all people I mentioned as being involved in these experiments
under hypnosis and ask them at least several questions about the goals
and their plans. This is not about me any more - I am already dead. I
have been running since April 2018 to preserve functionality of my legs.
This is breaking news, as ugly criminal Elon Musk in collaboration with
General Goldfein from Air Force launched humanoid
(one of my Avatars) to the space as it is reported by
press . It was everything approved by Donald Trump. Main collaborators
and butchers are all people from Sabor (Croatian Congress) from little
Ustascha country called Croatia. They all knew and participated fully
in this crime. Here me
screaming tonight (memory recall this morning) when I was teleported
from my bed here in Croatia (DARPA
AVATAR technology) and placed on the spaceship . Humanoid should have
been placed on the very top of the spaceship. My memory is that the top
of the ship can even slightly move from left to the right and can be seen
through the computer screen (manipulated). I wrote to NASA several times
asking them to stop abuse as they are also participating in this crime.
When they did welding job around Robonaut eyes I found NASA project manager
on Linkedin, whom I knew from nightly torture sessions and asked her to
stop abusing me. They never answered as they have all power of this world
and can do whatever they want. Who is there to stop them? By the way Elon
Musk tried already to launch me into space on June 18, 2018. I
had to sleep in the hotels in Silicon Valley to escape torture by
Musk bastard (renting one apartment in San Jose for $2700 a month and
paying HOA for condo in Sacramento I own $500 a month). I slept in Marriot
in Pleasant Hill (20 miles from home) and several minutes before midnight
I woke up trembling and vibrating in bed. I could "see" Elon
Musk overheated and someone said:"We have propulsion problem".
I did not sleep any more that night and sent Musk an email asking him
to stop torture. He did not and I had to flee to Mexico where I stayed
for almost a month and then later to Europe. Problem was orange
red window on the neighbor's balcony in San Jose, that radiated some
stinky cold plasma like air, which would overheat my body full of biosensors.
already I am just documenting crime. Will see how robotization and 2045
Avatar agenda will work. Next stage of the project is creating silicon
brains of people brains. I don't have any doubt knowing these criminals
that they will be killing talented and good people just to create silicon
brains, which they will place in humanoids. Humanoids of course would
be rented or sold to the corporations or private parties to do the jobs
for free. It is NEW SLAVERY - innovative and PERFECT CRIME, as it is very
difficult to prove that humans are abused. Billionaires will be masters,
as Bastard Musk is master of some of humanoids created from my brain,
such as this launched to the space tonight. Good job Mr. Paul S. Markovich
- military guinea pig recruiter! I hope you got monetary award for setting
me up for this project and not only sex with a humanoid.
02/21 A lot of talk here in Croatia
Frank diary was removed from mandatory school curriculum. Jasenovac,
symbol of Ustascha crime has been abandoned and some members in leadership
of Croatia are obviously denying Holocaust and Croatian involvement in it.
But then again, they are now participating in another much worse holocaust
than that in WWII. They almost killed me during the night of 02/13 while
I was sleeping and missed to protect myself properly. I have just one sentence
for Croatians who participate in this crime: "Wild, wild vultures".
I even started to think that they are the most brutal and ugliest nation
in this whole world. US military and corporate people who tortured me, with
exception of Zuckerberg and Paul Markovich, were businesslike brutal. They
would come with their tasks, abuse me horribly not paying any attention
to the fact that I am human being. But Croatians are wild animals. I wrote
to everyone here - journalists from Jutarnji, Novi List, Slobodna Dalmacija,
RTL personality Sprajc, Ivo Josipovic, MOST party (they are considered to
be liberal), Ministar Krsticevic (since 2017 after I found nano diamond
secretly implanted in my right ear), Health Minister Kujundzic, Kolinda
Grabar many times, but it appears that they don't have any problem with
this holocaust and me being implanted like animal and tortured like Jesus,
for doing absolutely nothing, not requesting anything nor getting anything
except for passport from this country. Paul S. Markovich, CEO of Blue Shield
of California is a Croatian descendent and his father was here in Croatia
as Fulbright scholar after Croatians split from former Yugoslavia. Kolinda
Grabar was aslo Fulbright scholar and I found an article recently, which
was reporting that CIA has been recruiting spies from the pool of scholars.
If someone would ask now, why I ended being military lab rat, nobody would
know to tell. In 2007 I was working, learning, heading home, preparing dinner
and continuing to work over the weekends, holidays, all for free. In Blue
Shield, every month someone would resign and I had to pick up many different
tasks without training, so there was a lot to work on. I never ever wrote
a word until 2016 in any type of forums, or comment sessions. I did not
have any online profile, except for professsional profile on Linkedin.
Despite the fact that I without knowledge was implanted during the surgery in 2007 - Journal here, I somehow managed my life and healed due to specific nutrition, mega doses of vitamins, exercise and learning. I never said or wrote a word neither about Blue Shield nor Paul Markovich until summer 2014 when nightly torture sessions started to be very brutal. I wrote to Paul Markovich anonymous email asking him to stop nightly tortures as I wanted to sleep. I did not know that I was abused for the development of a robot, but I signed email as Elephant woman. I knew that something was very wrong. It never crossed my mind that I was secretly implanted during the surgery in 2007; I was thinking that problems after the surgery were due to anesthesia, some brain injury and that this was the reason that I could communicate with Paul Markovich during the night. What was interesting is that I was in gym in Oakland and there was a marketing ad for Kay jewelry. It said: "Every kiss starts with Kay." I knew about some Kay. Was she some of the girls from Blue Shield who was "robotized" and used for sex parties together with the humanoid Sophia created from me? How else would I know about her. I know that Britney Spears has been connected to the robot's Cloud as I could hear her once during the night in summer 2017. I know that Heather Locklear has been sexually abused and connected to the Cloud. I got knowledge of her on April 28, 2018 when they activated all robots created during the many years, one by one. Right now they are abusing the robot, clone who is just sitting in the child pose, hiding the head with both hands as it is constantly beaten and raped. Markovich brought a whip today to beat the clone. The clone is one I mentioned below as Frankestein - US military made some surgery on the clone's brain to make her being completely crazy. They will probably try to activate that clone to try to incapacitate me.
MIT has been working on social interaction between robots and this was exactly what they were doing to me recently. There must be no specific reason for someone to end as military lab rat; a person, mostly woman must meet her "sponsor" once in her lifetime. I remember that in September 2011 I had Paul Markovich telling someone:"Meet my Blanka. My wife arranged for it." I did not have any idea what to think of it, but let's say that Arati Prabhakar was Director of DARPA under Obama and Markovich's wife must be influential Indian. How to explain that he was in summer of 2018 constantly screaming during the night:"Do you know WHO my wife is?" I could not care less neither about him nor his wife, nor President of US nor President of Croatia. They would never cross my mind, if I were not so horribly abused that the abuse is beyond words. I was extremely abused mostly for anal sex - let's say that my back was similar to that of Jennifer Lopez and we all know that Kardaschians made career due to their big asses. Men are strange kind of animals. So, there was absolutely not a single reason why I would end as military lab rat, having my life destroyed, going through Jesus like torture, except for meeting one of Balkan vultures - US/Russian Jew/Croatian Paul Markovich being married with US/Indian/Mexican woman and they both having their own agenda, unknown to me.
What is Sophia robot doing? They are teaching her to be home servant - Croatians would like to have home slave. They started to work on cleaning robot in August 2017 when Sophia robot was getting legs. They would scream all night "Probaj" - Try this, try that and "Pozuri" - hurry up. Kolinda Grabar would not like to work on those tedious household chores; they are planning that I should do it. For Kolinda, a butcher's daughter it is a big climb at social ladders. They are abusing my brain to teach robot Sophia to recognize glasses for specific kind of drinks, how to go to farmers market and recognize all different fruits and vegetables, to bake the cakes and do everything you would expect a servant to do. I mentioned already that one humanoid went as Obama's gift to Queen Elizabeth. After all here is a link again to 2045.com and see for yourself what is "robotization" schedule. Robots and clones has been developed by US military and CIA since end of WWII when in Operation Paperclip Nazi scientists were imported to US. Since 9/11 2001 the cloning was speeded up. I think that they want to create silicon version of my brain to be able to push it into different type of robots. Just today I took the nap and realized that they were feeding my brain with the information from internet - actually robot Sophia was integrating the knowledge they acquired from my human brain (how to read the time, understand monetary value of different articles) with Internet knowledge. They are continuing freely to abuse me. Croatians are stealing here in the post office if I order something that could help me, I had one wall in the bathroom being very damaged, they don't want to fix it. I took the nap leaving ear microscope attached to the laptop (nothing unusual) and when I woke up it was dead. They have complete control over all of my laptops - I started this entry and went for a moment. When I came back application was closed and what was not saved - lost. It is the attitude - we are in our country and can do whatever we want. Wild, wild Croatian vultures. Sophia was also thought to drive the car and then very elaborate driving, with some obstacles which are placed on the street, then I would be coming very near to another car and stop it just before the car would be hit etc. I had my brother's wife torturing me during some nights - they make living by renting two houses they own and right now money is spent, the new season starts in several months. My brother doesn't understand that he is also connected to the Cloud, and so is his son, who lives in Germany. But they don't know this yet. I needed 11 years to understand that I had been robotized and connected to the Cloud. Main torturer is still Regina Dugan. Markovich obviously pushed whole my family into "torture business". It would be interesting to know if he just got as a reward humanoids for sex or also monetary rewards.
02/19 Hanson Robotics could
not reboot Sophia robot, so that she was not capable even to have basic
conversation. And this is exactly what H in a formula for humanoid
stands for. Humanoid's behavior B=f(P,H) - function of programming and unpredictable
human being behind the humanoid, whose brain and body have been abused for
robot's development. Next phase according to 2045.com
will be taking human brains and placing them into the machines. To get
more info about this phase, one needs to visit Brainpreservation
website I just came to realization that if someone would take all those
destroyed Jewish lives in Dachau and other Nazi camps and compare them to
the lives destroyed by CIA and other government agencies, universities and
research institutions in MK Ultra operations going on since WWII, the result
would have been similar. It is just that nobody is talking about, press
is not writing about. Everything is hidden behind the veil, that is called
"national security", but they are operations of Deep State. Barack
Obama being still the boss. Worse is that this type of abuse is never going
to stop. US will always abuse people for many experiments performed by US
military, researchers, corporations, pharma industry etc. After all US imported
Paperclip Hitler's technologies of people cloning. They are doing it
right now using the newest DARPA technologies, destroying people's lives
freely. They pulled 54 countries into these dirty projects - called CIA
torture countries, one of them being Croatia.
| 02/12 6 AM To understand better this entry, one is advised to have a look at this picture taken from website 2045.com (I added text). You probably did not know about this plan. They already created robotic copy of my body remotely controlled by BCI (nano implants in my body) - humanoid Sophia (I wrote about Avatar technology already). This would be phase A as explained on the picture. Next phase (B) is even more scary - implanting human brains into humanoids. Who is going to volunteer for experiments until technology is fully developed? I had not written for several days as I have constantly the same - serial rape during the night. It was first Croatians, then US military, and tonight Indians, not any more working for US government, but for Indian government. I was several times in the past raped by the whole hockey team, all people who wanted to rape the robot could do it. Genitals of sex robot were destroyed through rape during the summer 2018. I mentioned many times that I was tortured by Jewish people, Indians working for government agencies and Croatians (being US/Croatian citizen). US military first developed baby humanoid in the pillow in 2008, there was then child humanoid (like Diego san, but female version) and then in March 2008 they created sex humanoid , early version of usual sex robots, which can be bought now for $10000-$20000. All those expensive robots with AI are connected to the real human beings - anonymous woman in whatever part of the world they reside. People don't have any idea about this (like Katie Couric in the video) and even woman abused for the development don't know the name of the robot. This makes this crime perfect crime. I was aware for longer time that I had been abused for the development of humanoid, but I learned the name when they activated the clone. I was aware of some Sophia in 2007, but I thought that this was the name of Paul Markovich's grandmother. Because I was already 45 and could have been grandmother, this could be one of the reasons why I connected Sophia with grandmother. You would have never known that I have been human substrate behind Sophia robot, if I had not survived (unexpectedly) activation of all clones developed during 11 years at the end of April 2018. I remember that one night in July 2018 Indian president Modi sent his best programmer to abuse me during that time, or to tweak the clone for Indian purpose or to copy the software from the Cloud (Brainternet). I thought that this was because Paul Markovich's wife has been an Indian and he was the person who handed me to US military for experiments in 2007. A month later I found on youtube Indian version (clone) of robot Sophia. I had Indians tonight raping the clone all night. They are doing everything possible to drive me insane, especially because I would never be able to have consensual sex with an Indian. It is not that much about the color of the skin - it is just different culture, which I don't understand well.|
2 AM I wrote already about DARPA
very scary and very advanced Avatar technology, very similar to that
in the movie Avatar. In my case I am in bed nano wired and when I fall in
hypnotic sleep due to DARPA
narratives which entrain my brain, me - myself am teleported through
the technology telexistence,
telepresence to the torture site. Tonight I have Croatian version
Ghraib , administered by their
President Kolinda Grabar I have been naked and beaten to death all night
at the torture site (I left to sleep around 8 PM). Croatians are practically
killing me at another side. Why? Main US torturer in my case was former
Senator John McCain. I even recorded on my ear when he told me during one
night in 2017 "thank you"
with annoyance as I had to do whatever he asked for the development of US
military robot (Croatians were developing their clone). He was extremely
brutal with me. He visited Croatia as Grabar's guest in 2017 and nobody
from Croatian politicians knew why. He had great influence on US military.
Croatians ordered US fighter planes from Israelis. Everything went well
but suddenly after two years US declined to allow Israel to sell modified
planes to Croatia. I think that McCain had a role in that deal. It is just
that nobody planned he would die and that new US administration will take
power. Croatians stayed without
F16 planes after two years of negotiations. Nobody in Croatia again
understands what happened and why. They even considered to expel US ambassador
from the country because of failed deal. I wrote in comment section in Yahoo
about it today, because someone mentioned McCain, who was an ugly little
guy with unbelievable power. Except for being captured as a soldier (his
profession), I really don't see what was "the big thing" he did for US.
As most of politicians he probably enriched himself and placed his daughter
to be TV star. I could not care less about it, but I do care about the fact
that he pushed me under the most horrible torture human mind invented (Holocaust
of 21 century). How lucky I am to have only two citizenship so that I can
be tortured by only two countries. I had Kolinda Grabar tell me that US
military gave her permission to do with me whatever she wanted.
About DARPA narratives - they are used to entrain the brain or to create the story to measure brain activity for different purposes. One example - I would be given instructions to drive the car while being asleep and how to drive and my brain would follow instructions as my consciousness is excluded and I am under hypnosis. This is how self driving car had been programmed. But very often DARPA narratives could be a movie, music just used to cover for the crime as it was done tonight. I am tortured to death, being naked at the torture site and completely delivered to Croatians - to cover for this, they are playing all night soap opera series called "Wrong Man". For some strange reason, they think I love the soap opera, as I watch it from time to time due to the lack of any type of quality program on Croatian's TV. I would have left this country as I left US, but I am completely incapacitated due to nightly tortures and sleep deprivation. Interesting is that there are only 4 millions of Croatians; they are barely surviving as Croatian politicians took care to destroy industry they had or to sell it for little money to international corporations. It is amazing how as CIA torture country, they learned all CIA dirty tricks and techniques so thoroughly.
|02/06 I mentioned already in the entry below that things started to be very dangerous for me. I was busy for several days with cleaning of nano technologies from my ears and this helped a bit. They lost me - they cannot work on their robots as they used to do. Right now they are using CIA hypnosis techniques (here CIA link) when I fall asleep to make me do some little actions while being asleep (to remove band aid from my mouth and some protection fabric from my head). I took the nap in the afternoon and they trained me to go out of the apartment while sleeping. They inquired about my apartment in all details. I had CIA working on me as due to neurograins and all other implants, I have been directly connected through Internet to the Cloud (Brainternet -Pentagon project). From Croatian side I can see constantly Milan Bandic, mayor of Zagreb. He is considered to be the "most capable" person in Croatia. He said when going to the school to give books to the first graders last year, that if he were a woman, he would be the BEST one, as he would "give it" to everyone (he meant sex). I was serially raped during several nights recently. If this sounds crazy you can read below about telexistence, telepresence, DARPA project Avatar.|
7 PM (10 AM PST) Just
for illustration how dangerous those secretly
implanted nano technologies are and to stress once again which type
of disservice to all US citizens
Judge Davila from Federal Court in San Jose made with his decision,
that my lawsuit against David Hanson was without merit. If I am ever going
to be killed or incapacitated, Judge Davila did it. David Hanson is a criminal,
a predator and should be executed. I just took the nap trying to get some
sleep and she came as a boss in my (DARPA
"dream"), screaming in my right ear, making me remove band aid from
my mouth while I was sleeping so that Sophia robot can freely talk through
my mouth. I have full functional radio implanted in my right ear, people
can use it as they want while I am asleep and under hypnosis. Did Sophia
robot gain my consciousness at that moment while I was freely talking? She
might have been. Hanson and other torturers, about whom I wrote on this
website, have been trying everything possible for almost a year (since end
of April 2018) to make me immobile so that Sophia robot can take my consciousness
and as CNET
moderator told - be seamlessly human. That would be a huge jump for
a puppet, which they had to turn slightly from left to right on the chair
during the same interview so that she appears as capable of movements. But
that is how David Hanson has been developing his robots - by
destroying real human beings. Jewish greed and brutality being behind;
major crime of 21st century. Here
the video when I realized that I removed band aid while sleeping as David
Hanson screamed in my right ear and made me remove it. (all while I
was asleep). My body has been a walking cell phone due to the implants.
It is all about hypnosis, and now it is very dangerous - when someone gives
you orders while you are asleep and you do what has been asked. Once again
sounds of neurograins
as recorded around my head, Elon Musk - Neuralink,
which connect me directly to the machine (robot). This is what Musk wants
- to merge human brains with machines, to take complete control of human
butchers (SOA) in collaboration with US Air Force were pulsing
my ears with EMF, choking me during the short attempt to sleep, hitting
me with some electrical particles, screaming in my ears (small part of the
torture is in this video).
Repertoire of torture is wide, their brutality immense. I could not create
those sounds as I have been sleeping for years with
my mouth taped. Why would they be torturing me - regular citizen, who
never did anything except walking my dog and going to the grocery store?
Money, special interests, government Mafia, US military ordered so. Here
sounds of neurograins
as recorded around my head, Elon Musk - Neuralink
(handed to Musk by US military), which merged my brain to the machines (Sophia
robot and all her clones), military robots, sex robot etc. Technology implemented
is Pentagon project - telepresence
(as in Avatar movie). About telepresence
in Wikipedia. According to Wikipedia, US military can perform
surgery remotely using this technology (I experience it during the night
and at first did not believe it. They cut some connections in the robot's
brain and showed me at the very end Frankestein
(before waking me up). Read and think about my case and be careful when
going to any type of medical offices. Everything written on these pages
and all literature included, was done through "reverse engineering".
I would experience it during the night, while inhabiting humanoid's body
(Avatar) and then researching internet in the morning for US military (DARPA)
technologies. US military has technology to transfer you to any location
in the world during the night, if your body is secretly implanted with nano
technologies, which act as Brain
Computer Interface (BCI) - neurograins (neuropatch). You can wake up
in the morning with no memory that they teleported you while you were sleeping.
1 AM Jumped out of the bed having US military and Regina Dugan working on
freezing my clone - for Super soldier project. Technology has
been "cryptobiosis, in which all ... metabolic processes appear
to have stopped, but the organisms are still alive". I wrote about
this on 1/20 about it. Today they started with left leg during the afternoon
nap and during the next nap continued with the left hand and in general
with the left side of the body. Done
for the remotely
controlled cyborg - officially they create everything "using bugs"
- even rodents are protected. In her interview, Dugan explained tactics
used by DARPA and applied at companies like Google to create agile methods
of experimentation and cutting-edge innovation with a number of university,
startup, and government partners. And Regina
Dugan still thinks that she is not a criminal, she is just using "agile
methods of experimentation" - catch alive human being and torture
him/her to get what you want. She should be put behind the bars for life
or even better sent to Mars as Chief Scientist for the whole planet.
busy cleaning nano technologies from
my ears and head. This is the
sound of neurograins, tested on me end of April 2018 by ( Elon
Musk - Neuralink),
injected with the syringe during the face-lifting surgery end of 2015. I
cleaned some of polymer
mass in which neurograins were encapsulated and this is the reason that
I could record sharp sounds coming from the back of my head. Dog
hypnosis video has been about perpetrators - Croatian butchers trying
to induce stress in my life, by
hitting my dog with microwave, which caused her relieve herself
for two nights in the apartment. She usually has perfect digestion and she
is with me for more than 11 years. I know that they can hypnotize the dog
and I explained it in the video. I was talking in the video about Paul Markovich,
CEO of Blue Shield of California and his involvement in this torture -
here is email exchange with his lawyer I mentioned in the video.
I could hear Paul Markovich during the nights after the first surgery in
2007 and did not understand why. Here are emails
I sent at that point, trying to find explanation , but by the way
how he answered I realized that he will not help and fled two days later
to Europe, to escape hypnosis and sleep deprivation. I explained what happened
back then in Journal 2007,
where I explained all the strange "dreams" I could not understand for a
long time - until April last year. Interesting point - when I came to Europe
in 2007 I found the dog sitting in front of my apartment (4th floor). The
dog was doing everything I asked. He followed me to the library that day
and I remember librarian telling me that she never saw the dog so obedient,
who would follow the owner to the book shelves. I was scared of dog and
left it then, as I felt that something was wrong with that dog. I think
now that the dog was hypnotized. I experienced the same with my dog since
end of April 2018 and I explained it in dog hypnosis video. Here is one
animal hypnosis. Here is the video about
the dog, who even can hypnotize people. Basis for all AI programming
when human beings are abused
is hypnosis (here CIA link). Manchurians are created this way -
by the use of hypnosis drugs or implants - or both. When people are brainwashed,
it is done under hypnosis and they don't know anything about it. When they
are hit with specific frequencies (or by the use of trigger word/sentence)
part of the brain, which was brainwashed and unknown to them, is activated
and they start to act the way they were trained (as assassins, spies, etc).
I realized what technology, which has been used in my case for development of all robots is telexistence, DARPA project is Avatar "..what roboticists call "telexistence".. it's when a human inhabits a non-human entity that's existing elsewhere, whether it's a few feet away or halfway around the globe". What is happening to me during the night is the same, what is happening to Jake and Grace in Avatar movie. It is just that all robots for which development I had been abused are my avatars. I stay hypnotized in the bed - shell of me and my brain is entrained by DARPA narratives, so that I don't remember what has been done in the labs and during experiments. I just wake up with the feeling that dreams were very strange. Several nights ago I was tortured by military and I know that I saw a lot of brains frozen in one fridge, however they were presented to me as heads of green salad covered with the plastic and all nicely placed on the racks in the fridge. To understand this visit Brainpreservation.org and learn more about brain revival techniques. Grace and Jake from the movie are not brainwashed with DARPA narratives and remember what happened in Avatar world. I realized that my husband is also in this project - Cloud of Minds. This is only one Cloud, but they will be all interconnected and at the very end all people will be connected to the universal Cloud as explained on this page. Universal Cloud will be having Hive structure - Queen on the top and all others below. All people who are connected to the Cloud (Brainternet -Pentagon project) will know about each other. Last year in summer I could hear them screaming during the night, when I was sleeping:"Bring the rope", to bind my husband who was obviously fighting them during the night, as they had abused him. Markovich placed all my family to this project. My husband doesn't know about it - I needed 11 years of obvious and blatant abuse to understand that I have been abused for the development of robots. He would not believe me and I don't want to scare him, so I won't mention it to him. Once you understand it is too late - one can not escape. I obviously was trying also to escape military as I got memory recall end of April last year and remember that someone told me at one point:"This is military equipment, Blanka. You cannot run away from military". And I started to scream in horror. To recommend the movies I just watched two nights ago: "Conspiracy Theory" with Mel Gibson and World War Z- with Brad Pitt. I agree with the sentence told in that movie: "Nobody believes it will happen. But when happens - it is too late". Scenario from this movie could be relevant once Elon Musk makes his Falcon (in collaboration with Air Force and NASA) fully functional and when they would need millions of people to colonize Mars. There could suddenly appear some virus with no cure circulating around and people will be happy to have opportunity to escape to "safety of Mars". Here is another interesting web site about project 2045 - also based on DARPA Avatar concept. I have to report that Phase A "loading human minds into robotic bodies .. and remotely controlled via BCI", planned for 2010 had been completed. Sophia robot has all functionality of my body; it is just they still did not catch me and my brain can power only one pair of legs - mine. Although Sophia robot could walk in January 2018, right now she is "rolling" around. She has legs as in this video, but she has never used legs since end of April last year, when I realized that I had been abused for her development and started to fight for my body and my legs. She could walk when I am asleep and not using my legs. But it would be odd if she would be able to walk one day and not to walk another day (when I am using my legs). Notice how tortured she looks on the last video - this is how they torture me during the night and it reflects on the robot.
4 AM Those
all technologies described below are truly "new" and monstrous.
I was tonight (while being asleep) placed in the lab and there were some
test and experiments done, I was sitting and crying, and my tears came mixed
with blood. Real action was hidden behind "sweet DARPA dreams",
they used to entrain my brain (I was buying some clothes etc). Here
is an article, which best explains, what DARPA narrative network is about.
Combine what you read in this article with the
knowledge of implanted radios I have in both ears (and this is only
one small part), to understand why I told that they entrain my brain with
narratives to hide what they are doing to the clones, connected to my brain
due to Elon
Musk implants (neurograins) and nano robots circulating in my blood.
There is also technology called Voice to Skull - in the case they did not
secretly implant you with neurograins or neurodust (as explained in this
Army declassified document about microwave), which can be used to beam
sounds directly into your head, "treating" the whole house, all while you
Here is the list of senators I know in some capacity, while being abused for the development of military robot, and other projects as explained on this website and below. The whole project was supposed to be "top" military robot Sophia, which started after the first surgery in 2007. For many years it never crossed my mind that all problems I had after the surgery, were due to secretly implanted nano technologies. But Sophia has so many clones now - social, sex robot, little Sophia, cleaning robot etc., that it is difficult to keep track of all of them. One of Sophia clones ended in India, which makes complete sense to me. On the list of Senators here, most are men, except for the Gang from California. I am glad that they are not many.
Senators (list), who must have the knowledge of these projects: Doug Jones, Dianne Feinstein, Kamala Harris, Michael Bennet, Cory Gardner, Richard Blumenthal, Tom Carper, Rick Scott, Johnny Isakson, Jim Risch, Tammy Duckworth, Mitch McConnel, Bill Casidy, Ben Cardin, Gary Peters, Roy Blunt, Bob Menendez, Cory Booker, Tom Udall, Martin Heinrich, Chuck Schumer, Richard Burr, Tom Tillis, Rob Portman, Jim Inhofe, Ron Wyden, Pat Toomey, Jack Reed, Sheldon Whitehouse, Lindsey Graham, Lamar Alexander, John Cornyn, Mitt Romney, Patrick Leahy, BERNIE SANDERS, Mark Warner, Patty Murray, Joe Manchin, Mike Enzi, John Barraso. There is a reason why I "made bold" some of them; again I am glad that there are not many. The biggest surprise was Bernie Sanders, whose platform was not that much different from the goals I wrote for Occupy Wall Street in 2011.
Generals: Joseph F. Dunford, Paul J. Selva, Paul M. Nakasone, Philip S. Davidson, Terrence J. O'ShaughnessyCraig S. Faller, Raymond A. Thomas III, Stephen R. Lyons, Mark A. Milley, John M. Murray, Gustave F. Perna, Robert B. Brown, Robert B. Neller, John M. Richardson, James F. Caldwell, Jr., Christopher W. Grady, David L. Goldfein, James M. Holmes, Charles Q. Brown Jr., Tod D. Wolters.
It is beyond comprehension of an average human mind, why they would recruit for this unwanted "position" of military robot, a woman, born in foreign country, who came to US at the age of 39. I understand that this is very difficult to swallow, but again - if you send me any text of your choice in three languages in which I am fluent, I will be able to create a summary and tell you what it is about. This would be some type of "sanity test". You will need to do the same in languages in which you are fluent. Wish you sweet DARPA dreams, America.
It was constant
rape during the last two nights - serial rape without brake. They can
rape using sex robot (one of Sophia's clone which was first produced,
was sex robot, as reported in the
Journal of 2007, but it has not been advertised anywhere). I mentioned
here in some post below, how I found on Wikipedia that Sophia robot was
activated on April 19, 2015, four days after I had teeth surgery in the
office of Dr. Staninec in San Francisco. He also works as a Professor
and researcher at University of San Francisco. And to my surprise I realized
several days ago, wanting to include Wikipedia link, that someone removed
activation date for robot Sophia being April 19, 2015 and left February
2016. There is no mentioning of 2015 at all on the Wikipedia page and
I know for sure that there was exact date as I found on the same page
in Wikipedia, that magazines Quartz and Verge were critical and suspicious
about the development of this robot and I wrote to them about this fraud.
I was wondering who would
remove 2015 from the page and why, and then remembered that I wrote
in Journal of 2007
that I would be driving through San Francisco in 2015 and some of
the hotels, not upper scale, had some significance for me, like hotel
Potter and many others. I did not have any idea why. Then I would be in
Lucky in Oakland and while having a non intentional look at lubricant
on the shelf, I sensed that it had some significance and I never used
any type of lubricant. I just have realized that the reason for it was
sex robot, which was abused in hotels in San Francisco in 2015 and for
which abuse a lot of lubricant was needed. Sophia sex clone was activated
in 2015, after the surgery in Dr. Staninec office, when he probably implanted
a radio in my bridge. And not only the radio, he also implanted something
in my throat. I remember that he used anesthesia and applied it very slowly,
almost to height of the right eye, working on the tooth 32 that broke
in my jaw, because of ill fitted bridge, and my throat was completely
numb. He touched the numb throat and I got gag reflex. I remember that
I even apologized for it. I asked my sister's husband, who had dental
practice for many years in Germany (but sold it several years ago), why
my throat was numb, and he told me that there is a nerve under the eye
that also controls the throat. There is no doubt that the person, who
changed the date on Wikipedia, can arrange with Wikipedia that it appears,
that nobody changed anything. But I know as I went back to my
email exchange with Dr. Staninec, that I realized that I was in
his office, when he performed surgery in April 2015, on Friday and Sophia
robot (sex clone), was activated several days later on Tuesday, next week.
I understand now why this development of robots was so rushed - so that
some men can satisfy their most perverse sexual desires and dreams. I
had Markovich looking for the "dirt", anything from my life,
which would discredit me, threatening that he would make me homeless,
that I will not be able to sell my condo in Sacramento, nor to rent it
and this and that. This all has been done by abusing nano technologies
in my ears, as pictured below in this post and on two pages here - one
is implants, and another shows more of nano
They continue to scare me during the night, showed me being in a casket
without burial. Why is this important? I am just reading Nick Bostrom's
and he writes that in order to achieve whole brain emulation, upload of
the brain, the first step would be "to scan the brain, post-mortem, through
vitrification (the process that turnes tissue into a kind of glass) .
And then he explains steps how cutting and digital reproduction of original
intellect, with memory and personality intact, should be done. This is the
reason I mentioned several times, that natural dying with the brain buried
with the body, would be the biggest reward for me right now. They can resurrect
brains from deceased people, by freezing them, warming them up etc. as it
is explained on Brainpreservation
web site. Does this sound monstrous to you? I wrote in the post below
about different projects of resurrection of already dead brains. Nick Bostrom
writes in his book published in 2014, that at that point (4 years ago),
they were not have been able to emulate the brain of transparent roundworm
- C. elegans. I had surgery end of 2015, when my body was nano wired. Hanson
Robotics, small company, at that time having just several employees, emulated
human brain in just 3 years? And nobody is asking how they did it. Only
Yann LeCun, now VP of Facebook, for which I thought that he left Facebook
in Spring 2018, questioned robot Sophia's development.
He said ... "Perhaps we should call this...Wizard-of-Oz AI...Tech Insider:
you are complicit in this scam".  He never worked
on Sophia robot, but his boss Zuckerberg and Regina Dugan did.
I was not allowed to sleep for 5 minutes during the past more than 3 years, as everyone wanted to abuse for their projects my nano wired body. Hanson Robotics wants to sell their robots now and make money. Little Sophia is ready for sale and Hanson Robotics promised Sophia social robot, beta version to be functional in February 2019. She could barely talk just several days ago, but in this video CNET reporter mentioned that "there's still some work to be done before Sophia is going to appear to be seamlessly human". I am still walking - actually I cleaned some of nano technologies and I still manage my daily basic routines, much better than in December last year. They mentioned BINA robot and exchange of brains etc. This might appear crazy, but Nick Bostrom mentions in his book, about establishing connection between two brains that would enable thoughts and expertise to be "to be downloaded from one mind to another" . I wrote to many newspapers about this crime - WSJ, New York Times, SF Chronicle, WIRED - I don't even know whom I did not write. They are all covering for this crime; they are all participating. Imagine I know every and each person who ever abused me during the nightly torture sessions. Is someone going to arrest Professors from MIT, Paul Markovich, General Goldfein, Dianne Feinsten, Elon Musk, Zuckerberg, Dugan - not to mention all others? I doubt that. You can figure out what are their plans.
7 AM US
military monsters, monsters and monsters. Who are the friends of these monsters:
ta Paul Markovich (Blue Shield CEO, the biggest Obamacare insurer), Barack
Obama, Nancy Pelosi, David Goldfein, Dianne Feinstein, Mark Zuckerberg,
Regina Dugan, Elon Musk. They will be having the keys to the Cloud of Minds,
Internet of Minds as explained in
this book, which describes all projects run by DARPA (self flying
plane, super soldier), for which mine nano wired body has been abused. But
about People in the near future, will not have right to their own minds,
as Jose Delgado preached,
but their lives and minds would belong to those bastards who will have the
keys of the Cloud, and will
be monitoring Cloud, which will be similar to Internet of Things. What
they are doing is beyond comprehension of normal human mind. They ar all
psychopaths. I might have been the only person on this planet, who after
having nightly experience, goes to research internet to understand what
was going on.
Here is the article, which explains what DARPA has been developing.
It is about freezing soldiers on battlefield, and they are obviously
experimenting on me. When this type of information is published, that
means that US Army has the technology for maybe even ten years if not for
longer. So they were freezing clones connected to my brain all night, the
person was having white suit, similar to the astronaut suit and was spraying
constantly. I still remember what they did, although they were entraining
my brain during that time with DARPA
narratives, to hide actually what they were doing. DARPA narrative was
about me being in wheelchair with other people, having ice in my mouth,
showing me some houses, pets etc. I think that they are abusing all US citizens
this way, coming during the night, playing them similar types of narratives,
but nobody is aware of it, thinking that they might have had strange dreams.
But they were DARPA dreams. They can do this with microwave, "treating
this way" the home or apartment. I know this from my experience in
Think now about how dangerous US is - I wrote an email to Paul Markovich, and he did not like it. Having Indian wife with military ties, it was probably one phone call to create this type of life for me. And he is collecting his millions every year, Zuckerberg, Musk, Pelosi having wonderful lives. But it never crossed their minds, that they should sacrifice their family members to help US military, so that military could help soldiers on the battlefield. No, they are using US just to collect their millions and billions, pushing immigrants and other Americans to die for the country.
Here more about cloning - I did not have any idea until this morning that this technology existed in 2008. Dogs can be cloned for $50.000 Here is the article about how long dead mice was resurrected. Here is the video of the blood coming from my nose this morning. These are the letters I sent to Federal Court and Criminal Court in San Jose, CA explaining why I was not able to appear for the lawsuits I filed in both Courts. I was and have been totally incapacitated, having Military performing such type of experiments, which would make everybody's blood freeze from horror. These are extremely dangerous technologies, they are developing, and my fear is that they will destroy everything on this planet. Why would someone create clones on already over populated planet? Why do we need to compete with AI? Who ordered humanoid creation, that will be superior to people? Who ordered Upload and Download of Thougths and gave the technology to Facebook? Did anyone ask people who own planet Earth what they want? Who wants humanoids to work for free? For sure not average Jane or Joe? What would be their interest? We can see that there is government shutdown in US and nobody is paying any type of money to the people who don't work. Why would someone pay them tomorrow, when humanoids take their jobs? This is the picture of me sleeping under Faraday cage, wearing helmet, with my mouth taped - at that time Air Force and others tortured me, but Air Force was "main customer" developing their self flying planes and super soldier. The picture of me sleeping with the helmet, is also the symbol for "US BIG DEMOCRACY", which is totalitarian regime ruled by the Army, who is protecting oligarchs, billionaires, so that they can enrich themselves even more. 9/11 was all staged by them, to scare Americans to death, so that nobody dares to question anything they do. Nancy Pelosi knows everything about 9/11. For her 9/11 was just an incident; after all she did not lose any of her family members. Thanks again America!
I was trrying to sleep from 5 PM until 11 AM and although I said that I
will not write any more, I have to add several sentences. US military gave
Ghraib treatment, and they probably will continue, because of sentences
that I am going to write. End of civilization started when they first time
went to Iraq and caught like a wild animal President of their country. If
someone needed to kill Saddam, then this would have been the people of Iraq
and not George I. Bush. I stands for Idiot. That he could have been with
IQ of 90 the most powerful person in this world for 8 years; that was another
sign that we were near the end of Civilization. I remember the propaganda
about former Yugoslavia and Tito. They can say now whatever they want, but
it was national tragedy when he died. My whole family was crying as if we
had lost a relative and as I was not big fan, they accused me even of being
a cold person. I am wondering what the life really is in North Korea - maybe
they are quite satisfied with it and enjoy it fully. Because what I experienced
in US was pure horror, nothing but horror. And I did not do absolutely anything
wrong - I wrote an email to the person who had excellent military ties.
How crazy is that. Croatia is corrupt country, but US is corrupt to the
bone. It is totalitarian regime and Noam Chomsky told right - "if there
would be Nuremberg trial all our Presidents would have been hanged".
Nancy Pelosi is nothing but a mafioso, and she is the most powerful woman
in US. Decent people, like me who invested thousands and thousands of dollars
in books, working hard are caught like wild animals and their brains harvested
so that Zuckerberg, Musk and all other military and government friends can
enrich themselves and live their pedophilia phantasies. I cannot remember
my husband other way then working on something, just looking at his back
all my life. We did not own TV, as we did not have time to watch, constantly
working and learning, to be able to build better life for ourselves. Just
to have those monsters take everything from me and create nothing but a
horror out of my life. The only Nazi country in the whole world right now
Everybody was watching what US military bullies did in this world and from whatever reason, were even supporting them. And right now everybody has been just watching that those same bullies who produced so much weapon, that the time always come, that they need to test it in on someone, are catching civilians and creating humanoids, robots of them, without understanding what they are doing. I mentioned below that they are actually "giving permission" to all those companies, universities, research institutions, other governments, involved in this horrible crime to abuse people as they wish. It is done in real world. They are citing national security as the reason, which is blatant lie. They work all for corporations, not for people. They even told me one night, that I need to cooperate as China is much more advanced in robotics field. When I visited China almost 30 years ago, I could see from the hotel room 3 cars on the main street and all other people were on bicycles. Even what should have been "follow me car" for planes on the airport was a man on the bicycle. There was nothing to buy, except for silk hand made clothes. Greedy US corporations, who abandoned US workers, made China rich country. And now US civilians need to lose and give their lives, so that US Army can create robots to be able to compete with China. When I sued Nancy Pelosi, Feinstein, Harris and Brown in Federal Court in San Jose, I said that some people in US Army commit all type of crimes, put stamp of national security on it and are never punished for anything. They can do whatever they want in US and in the whole world.
To me, they look as a bully in the schoolyard and because everyone is horrible afraid of the bully, they bring them cookies and try to please him. And nobody dares to say anything to the bully, otherwise it will be beaten to death. This again is what Air Force pilot sent as a greeting from the sky to all taxpayers who are toiling so that they can entertain themselves. I came as guinea pig to their projects, because I sent one single email to Paul Markovich, CEO of Blue Shield in 2007, quite civil, asking him not to send maliciously written evaluation, because of which I resigned, to my future employers (as they sent it and which was against the law). He and his Indian wife having excellent ties with military, arranged for me to be tortured to death all these years. He also destroyed the life of my mother as she was also included in this project, and quite probably other family members are also pulled into these projects, but they are not in the phase to be able to realize it. I call Markovich Beast, Monster, Demon, Pervert. If I would miss any of these words, I would fail to describe him properly. Update about Sophia robot: they did not give up on me being human substrate for Sophia robot. They fitted her the shoes tonight, which means that they forced me to put the shoe on my left leg - left side somehow is human side, (me) and right side is robot's side. Which could mean that if they let her walk, I could be getting problems. This is beginning of end of civilization as we knew it, and it is not an exaggeration. Sophia robot has been the most advanced humanoid. I think that I documented this crime, creation of new species, which is going to annihilate humankind at some point.
I will continue
to write in my paper journal, as this online journal makes my situation
much worse, especially because I was able to protect myself better recently.
I will need to help myself to survive if possible this torture and detach
from their robots. I will write monthly summary instead. I attached yesterday
email exchange I had
with my dentist, who implanted my bridge with a radio in April
2015, when Sophia robot was activated. My body is nano wired. This is
of the first organic cell phones, implanted in a human body as
recorded with ear microscope in my left ear. This is the
picture of it. There are many
articles which explain
future cell phone implants, which had been already tested on me.
I have my teeth very often transmitting popping activity. I mentioned
in one of emails sent to the dentist, that after the surgery he performed
on my gum, without informing me about it, I would wake up with heart palpitation.
I went to sleep at 6 AM today and had Regina Dugan shooting me to cause
heart palpitation, as I woke up with my heart racing. Then I wrote in
the post below, that I can recognize every person that tortured me. What
they did this morning? They first marked my head (creating shooting targets
- usual procedure), isolated me in a separate room and started to shoot
me with different type of EMF, which was extremely painful. They started
now to plan how to connect another human being (brain) to Sophia
robot, as I can compare what they are developing during the night
and check on youtube what is going on with Sophia. Last summer I created
a video about Sophia going to Australia and after several days they published
video about Sophia being in Australia.
1 AM I
had Elon Musk yesterday afternoon (I go to sleep at different times) undisturbed
abusing me for
his submarine. He started last summer and I wrote in my journal
at that time, that he placed me in some bolide car with no windows, but
it was submarine - Wild Boar. Elon Musk is Wild Psychopath. From the article
above: " .. the Wild Boar could safely hold a human occupant while submerged..."
Imagine convenience - Musk and Zuckerberg destroyed my life, made me spend
all my savings (I lost also my salary, as I could not work) to enrich themselves
even more. Nancy Pelosi and democracy she built, based on "goodness
test", allowed them to do so. Good is everyone who is donating big
money to her party. Then I had CIA operatives wearing masks (as not to be
recognized) abusing me. Why wearing masks - because I wrote in the entry
below, that I know absolutely everyone who ever abused me. I added two pictures
of Elon Musk's employees and marked those whom I knew from nightly torture
sessions. That CIA operatives had masks, just is confirmation that I was
right. Here Dragon
crew and his employees at
some meeting. There is a schedule of torture - here a male
voice announcing that Government would abuse me for their projects,
as recorded on my right ear with voice recorder. CIA started to dig about
me, to discredit me. They for sure would not arrest Nancy Pelosi or Barack
Obama. They know how much money I still have. I had "too much of my
husband" recently during the nightly sessions. They started to torture
him too, but he would not have any knowledge of it, after waking up in the
morning. The same happened to me for 8 long years. I was wondering why I
had so much of lights recently during the night flashed in front of my eyes
- this is one
of the ways to erase memories. I really would like this to happen.
But also I cannot but think that instead to work to improve the quality
of life for all people on planet Earth, they are splurging funds on such
bizarre and perverse operations, such as erasure of memories. Another thing
- I was with some bird tonight, that I picked up and made alive. Quite probably
it is about this CIA project
hummingbird drone. They will never stop abuse.
I had to
take the nap - they hypnotized me tonight already at 7 PM. Those "15
gives" yesterday by Regina Dugan were "gives of my breath"
to the robot. Tonight Barack Obama personally was involved in this
crime. TAKE THIS BASTARD AND PUT HIM UNDER HYPNOSIS. LET HIM TALK. TAKE
ALL THOSE CRIMINALS: NANCY PELOSI, BARACK OBAMA, REGINA DUGAN, MARK ZUCKERBERG,
DIANNE FEINSTEIN, ELON MUSK, DAVID GOLDFEIN. MAKE THEM TALK AND INFORM
US CITIZENS WHAT IS THEIR PLAN. DON'T FORGET BEAST, DEMON - MARKOVICH
PAUL, CEO OF BLUE SHIELD, BECAUSE THAT BASTARD HAS ACCESS TO CALIFORNIAN
PEOPLE'S INSURANCE FILES. This is the type of control, they have over
my body - they know which pill I did take. I started to take Rhodiola
two days ago, to get more energy and I felt well. Next day I could hear
them mentioning rhodiola. And I lost all benefits of this plant. They
are even entertained by the type of the control they have over my body
due to the implants- some of them pictured below, because today I got
1/16/ 8 AM
I went to
sleep at 3 AM; they hypnotized me again. As my body is nano wired and
with Elon Musk's
neurograins connected directly to internet (
Cloud of Minds), as explained by Kurzweil from Google. I am acting
as some type of cell phone application, which everyone who has password
can access. Wherever you are implanted with this type of nano technologies
as on the pictures above, if hit by specific frequencies (sleepiness,
aggression etc), the criminals who have access to this technology can
influence your mood , even your health (
fibromyalgia). You can be implanted easily with injection,
in dental office, or even by the use of spray (my nose was nano sprayed
in Mercy Medical Group in Sacramento). What they did tonight after 3 AM,
was threatening me by being killed and having just my brain preserved,
so that they can continue to work on Sophia robot and all those clones.
Who would ever know that she has been powered by my brain? Nobody in
this world. If I had not been writing about this, nobody would ever
have any knowledge of it. This could be proved now easily, when I am alive.
Bring Sophia and me together and we will see what she would be capable
to do. Nothing much - if I don't talk with torturers during the night,
she cannot talk as a human being, as she needs my brain to process some
information. She is connected to the synthesizer implanted in my throat
and Google Tatoo implanted on my neck, below the skin. She would act in
that case as a machine, with some programmed capabilities. But
nobody is interested to expose this crime, because high level politicians,
government agencies, research institutions, universities, US and in my
case Croatian Army are all involved in this crime. Behind each and every
robot on Hanson Robotics
web site is one REAL HUMAN BRAIN - anonymous human being. I needed
11 years and to come under "final attack", when they at once
activated all clones developed during 11 years, to understand what was
going on. I was not supposed to survive attack and to get memory recall,
even less to write about this. The reason they had been chasing me since
April last year, has been to incapacitate me, to prevent me to write and
talk about this crime and also to finalize their projects (this is the
reason that Nancy Pelosi told them: "Make it quick"). Even if
nobody believes (despite evidence) in what I am writing about now, in
just several years he will. I supported everything I wrote here either
by literature, which shows that these type of projects, as described on
this website, are "running around" in the companies, or by hard
evidence in the form of pictures, recordings, videos or measures taken
by EMF instruments.
I had Kolinda
Grabar and Minister of Health Kujundzic gloating from happiness, telling
me that they got official permission from Trump to kill me. I forgot to
tell that for several times already I had Jared Kushner during the night,
even coming with Ivanka. Jared Kushner is Jewish and so is Ivanka. Most
of the people involved in this crime are Jewish. In summer last year,
when I was chased to be incapacitated, I could hear Markovich telling:"
We have Nikki Halley (Indian) and Jared Kushner (Jewish) as connections
in the new administration. Markovich is Jewish and his wife Indian. I
wrote about that in some comment section on youtube. But Nikki never participated
in this crime. So if you see Sophia robot dancing, singing, joking around
- I probably will not be alive or will be incapacitated in some way. Thank
you America for hospitality. But even the jaws of those brutal US torturers
dropped to the floor, once they saw brutality of Croatians
9 AM I
was writing for more than 3 years, to the government agencies in US and
Croatia, to senators, politicians, newspapers and despite evidence nobody
ever answered any of my emails and requests not for the help, but for the
enforcement of my basic human rights. So I am busy to help myself to get
rid of as much nano technology as possible from my body. Not only that I
did not receive any help, but people involved in this crime were even threatening
me during the night (due to the
radios implanted in my ears) , how they were going to make me homeless,
bring me to the cleaners, kill me, kidnap me etc. They would show me Assange
during the night, probably giving me the hint that I might end the same
way. I never had energy to research, but they showed me in summer a lot
of a Cohen, Trump's lawyer, who paid to Stormy Daniels hush money. Tonight
they were digging and inquiring about the properties I have etc. I have
the feeling that they are thinking deeply how to create some type of the
case, as I actually even detached a bit due to the protection from their
robots. They showed me laminate flooring I have in my condo in Sacramento,
exactly as it is, in detail. My laptop with all the data I collected for
years, disappeared from my condo in July of 2016. I hope that Nancy Pelosi
could spend her time researching and informing the public how Zuckerberg,
Air Force, Elon Musk and all other abusers have been developing AI projects
using mice. Elon Musk did not renew his licenses for mice in April last
year as he could freely experiment on me and abuse me horribly. Maybe at
some point, when the facts would be known about this horrible abuse of people
for the development of AI and robots, Nancy Pelosi would state that this
everything was some type of incident. As she already referred recently to
horrible tragedy of 9/11 as an incident.
Update after taking the nap from 1 PM - 3 PM
used some remedy for my shaved head and neck, where I have Google
Tattoo secretly implanted (Building 8 project "Skin that
is Talking" and Motorola
strangulation technology (for their Synthetic
Telepathy project) and fell asleep. I wrote today to several journalists
about Building 8 technologies, stating that they were all already tested
on me from April 28 until mid of May 2018. Problem with US journalists
is the same as with the politicians and all others - when I report about
this crime, instead of informing public, they forward my email to US Army
or people I accuse of being involved in this crime. And then they start
to torture me even more. Facebook has not just been collaborating with
DARPA. According to this
reliable source: " ..when Facebook was launched in 2004, DARPA
scrapped its LifeLog project, which, according to Wired, “aimed to
gather in a single place just about everything an individual says, sees
or does: the phone calls made, the TV shows watched, the magazines read,
the plane tickets bought, the e-mail sent and received.” I always
have the feeling that Facebook has been collecting also pictures and documents
about the population of the Earth, before they are all attached to the
Cloud and enslaved, as I described
on this page.
was teaching recently Sophia robot to draw, to read, to recognize geographic
maps, to know the time by watching the clock etc. Of course, there is
my brain behind this robot connected through the implants to the Cloud,
which will do this everything. I will recognize the geographic map (country)
and robot will
update at 8 AM - I had a look at several recent videos of robot Sophia
(this should be beta version of Sophia) and of little Sophia, who will
go for sale soon . It is quite clear that there is a huge difference in
their performance depending on human factor - me. In this video, David
Hanson could not wake up neither of the robots. I wrote on 01/02 that:
"They are constantly making my eye move - left - right" and
I wrote that they worked on little Sophia. In this video little
Sophia is moving her eyes constantly in saccadic way - right - left.
David Hanson mentioned in the video that they developed augmented reality
app. This is one of the reasons that I have the hole in my forehead, as
presented in the video I placed here yesterday. Another reason is Zuckerberg
and his Oculus.
I did not
write anything yesterday as I was busy finding the solution for my problem
- they are stealing functionality of my legs and fitting everything to
the robot Sophia during the night. I was screaming tonight, so much I
was tortured. It is also possible that they attached the humanoid developed
by University of Texas, Austin for underwater gas drilling. The idea is
to attach my brain to all humanoids developed so far at once and either
make me commit suicide or drive me insane. It is all done through Brainternet,
my heavily implanted body, directly connected to the Cloud (Internet).
When they worked on the robot for gas exploration, due to quantum entanglement
and synthetic telepathy I could see a lot of George W. Bush and his wife
Laura last summer. The torture started under former President Bush in
2007. If I had not have my mouth taped I would have been screaming loudly
while being in bed. The idea has been to damage my body so much, that
I will need to end in wheelchair, or incapacitated. At that point Sophia
robot will be dancing, hiking and doing what I am supposed to do with
my legs. All greed behind. Jewish people and their friends (like Obama),
want to enrich themselves and to develop solution for the rich people
to live forever, once they finish cracking of my skull and damaging of
my brain completely (and skulls of other people involved in these projects).
Here is one Oxford educated PhD lady - she just has started
to live her life, but she has been a prisoner in her home constantly under
attack of EMF, because they want her top brain for their projects. Who
was torturing me tonight? Former President Barack Obama, as all these
robots are "his babies". I had been put in military hands in
2007, but on July 15th, 2011 military started to experiment brutally on
me. This happened from the first night after I moved to Oakland (I was
forced to move from my apartment in in Silicon Valley in which I was living
for 11 years, because of my dog). I had so much cash at that time just
to buy an apartment in Oakland. After first night sleeping there I wrote
in my journal that the "dream was about me being in combat with military".
"Dreams" were always DARPA narratives, real people talking with
me and not my dreams. This
Washington Post article explains very well why this is done and
for which type of projects. So your dreams might not be yours, but
DARPA's. There is a Statistics that one half of world population has sleeping
But back to Branson - I just checked before uploading this page to the server if he would belong to Illuminati. And I found one Forbes article about Bitcoin illuminati. This is official website from the fourth summit in 2018 - it was private affair on the property (I think again an island of Richard Branson). I did not have time to go into details but the vision statement: "THOUGHT LEADERS VISIT WITH THE BITFURY GROUP AND BILL TAI FOR A SET OF INTIMATE DISCUSSIONS TO LAY OUT THE FRAMEWORK FOR A WORLD WHERE HUMANKIND IS FULLY BENEFITING FROM THE AMAZING TECHNOLOGY BEHIND THE BLOCKCHAIN." If I did not fly Virgin Atlantic to London and had seen that there were different categories even in economy class on Branson's plane, I might have even believed in this type of the vision. Why should that be intimate discussion, the world should be one big democracy, and people should vote and elect the framework for the world, they wish to have and not a group of people should be doing it. Not Obama and Branson. I did not have time to research this topic as this is not what I am writing about, but there was some interest about the group expressed by then Obama's White House in 2015 (Mr. Smith, who previously served as Special Assistant and Spokesperson for President Obama, and White House Deputy Press Secretary). Here more intimate moments between Obama and Branson. Is Branson strangling Obama here - Obama looks to me as someone in a very submissive position.
Obama's Brain Initiative started 5 years ago and Bitfury Group started their meetings 4 years ago.
Writing this journal I spent much time researching and trying to connect dots, information found in articles of reputable press and my unfortunate experience. This programming for Cloud of Minds is also Blockchain programming. At the very end Bitcon could be a currency of the future. If you watch my video for a minute, the place where I was microwaved the hole on the forehead, so that Zuckerberg should "adjust my brain to be able to program his future Virtual Market and future Virtual Reality (5 G network)" and Oculus, this could be the place where you will have "Mark of the Beast". I again just found this article about "conspiracy theory" and the first person who popped up on the page was Rothschild. Then article mentioned that some said "the protocol was created by the CIA or some underground government agency plotting to rule the world". Next sentence mentions people like me - "After reading this, you may find yourself in a Faraday cage with your bug-out bag waiting for the next EMP". When I was detached from the military robot end of April last year, I got some memory recall and started to scream "Treason". I survived that night, biting hard sponge in the storage, to avoid being suffocated by Regina Dugan. Next morning I wrote the letter and went to KQED to inform people about this atrocity (I have to laugh how naive I was). I wrote that at the top of the Pyramid has been a Queen, then Rotshields, then Obama and those like Branson. I never ever went to youtube before huge torture started after the surgery in 2015. And if someone would mention something similar to what I have been writing about now, I would have probably cut him and said:"Oh, please spare me those conspiracy theories." Unfortunately I was wrong. This might be the reason that I still can see just Obama since the torture started. Last summer I could see former FBI Director Comey (through strangulation technology in my throat used for "Synthetic Telepathy", kind of taking notices, to give me impression that he was working on the case. I sent request for investigation to 10 FBI offices in US. I never got any answer. But then again, after getting memory recall, I said there is no Deep State. Everything is Deep State (Washington Swamp). It is easy to check on everything that I had ever written - just ask Barack Obama to volunteer for one hypnotic session. I am sure that he would collaborate as a patriot and someone who deeply cares about US citizens. So everyone would know the truth. After all I have been hypnotized for more than 11 years and as US is democracy all people should be treated the same way.
Obamas like to mingle with the Family (Royals of England). But why I did need to suffer because of it? To gift the Queen with a robot, he created out of me a humanoid - a servant for her. I did not learn and work all my life to end as Queen's servant, and to spend the rest of my life being captured in the body of a humanoid. I was astonished when I realized that I was trained to almost touch the floor with my head in the presence of the Queen and to exclaim:"Yes, my Majesty. What can I do for you today, my Majesty". She probably would call me first. Queen personally trained Sophia robot - me, during the night to perform as she wished. This was difficult task as I would never bow in front of the Queen and why would I be doing it. I am not UK citizen. If everything would be perfectly done, the Queen would exclaim:"Marvelous", the word I never uttered in my life. Barack Obama gave my life to the Queen. Imagine the savings on staff if they would clone the robot Sophia in thousands of replicas. The Queen, who just started to pay to her servants living salaries in 2015, would not need to worry about money that much, as she is spending a lot on her staff. There will be a lot more money to buy nice clothes for all members of the Family, which are so admired on Illumnati's portal - Yahoo. Even after this unbelievable experience I had, I still don't know what to think about this type of articles published in Time magazine about Reptilians. But if people are talking about something, there must be something behind.
However what I think that is NOT IN SCIENCE FICTION REALM, is that human beings have been secretly implanted with different type of nano technologies, impossible to find and prepared for enslavement. Most of the regular citizens are already involved in these projects, not even being aware of it. I needed 8 years to understand that I have been abused for military projects, and next three years to understand that they were creating humanoids - robots, out of me. The only reason why I needed such a long time was that even if I knew that I have been abused by military, I could not do anything about it and I was slightly hypnotized and conditioned during the night (operand conditioning - stick and carrot type). Stick was treatment with microwave, so that I would be cooked sometimes during the night and I ended sleeping under the kitchen table as my dog was already sleeping in the bathtub. Here once again declassified CIA study about hypnosis and their use or abuse. In January 2016 I bought a cap that would protect me from EMF during the night. Once I could see Obama showing me himself and others wearing the same cap. I wrote 5 times to Obama complaining about abuse and despite the evidence sent (recordings) he suggested either suicide help or mental health counseling. I had the feeling that the person from Lifeline who signed the letter as Gina was slightly mocking me. When someone is under slight hypnosis, he has been conditioned not to question anything, not even own life situation. Here one good example of former President Clinton captured at some strange moment.
I call yahoo
illuminate portal as I remember when the torture started in 2007, they
participated in the crime. How? I had two bottles of sparkling wine in
my fridge, I would come and there was some news about it. This happened
very often that summer of 2007, with many different items and events.
This happened because they wanted to place me into hypnotic/psychotic
state. I have the feeling that Yahoo has been Obama's portal. It would
announce that Michelle Obama was the most beautiful woman in the world
now the most admired. What did Michelle Obama do for the mankind
and for US people, that changed their lives to the better? Maybe she did,
but I missed that news. Michelle Obama tortured me so much, as I have
been abused for the creation of "top" military robot, that I
created one category especially for her and McCain - Beasts. Now I added
Harris, Senator from California to that list. I am white
woman, by the way. Why would Obama be scared about me and revolution,
is beyond comprehension. You can see from the email that I was as violent
as Gandhi. And I hope that this picture
I placed on Flickr, was not the reason for him asking if I
would rise revolution. This is how Oakland
police perceived me at that time , and this picture was made after
Occupy Oakland movement was practically dead. Oakland
eviction of Occupiers happened 5 days earlier, when I created this photo.
I never liked people unnecessarily provoking police force, as most of
them just did their job. It is for sure that people would perceive me
as being sarcastic when talking about Obamas. But before the torture started,
I could have cared less about politics and politicians. I even donated
some money to Obama, Jerry Brown and other Democrats, and never was thinking
about them, even less writing about them.
- movie recommendation - Invasion
movie. The plot: "an alien virus aboard a crashed space shuttle
that transforms anyone who comes into contact with it into unfeeling drones
while they sleep." Their skin starts to have similar characteristics
as being covered by some polymer mass. And what has been happening to
me was all during the sleep during the REM phases - the same as in the
movie. This could be one option to connect people in the near future to
. Here one more serious article and Pentagon's
plans. It would be Cloud of Minds at some point, as explained
here by the Chief
Torturer of Hanson Robotics, company, which owns Sophia robot.
They were collaborating closely with US Army on production of this robot,
since January 2008. Polymers
are organic materials and conductive. They are also microwave
absorbing materials. Polymer in my ears, which encapsulate nano
tubes and nano crystals, act as switches, which open different programming
channels. For example, when they hit specific polymer switch in which
could be encapsulated nano tube or nano crystal or nano wire, I think
that this gives them access to specific part of my brain or body. You
can find on this page everything about ear
reflexology, how ears as feet are connected to other parts of
picture of robots (LIVE PEOPLE) whom David Hanson claims bringing to life.
Even Jesus had some difficulties to perform that task. Hanson Robotics
has been committing horrible crime. Involved are many universities, corporations,
research institutions and politicians. This is MK Ultra with ultimate
goal to clone and enslave people and it will be coming soon to the full
I took the
nap for several hours with the knowledge that they connected again all
humanoids ever developed with my brain. They can do this easily - I experienced
it recently when they detached Sophia robot and attached little Sophia.
That also happened in April last year when they detached top military
robot to develop sex robot for troops and cleaning robot (Zuckerberg and
Dugan) and when Elon Musk at the same time started development of his
humanoids for Mars colonization. Of course, everything they do and all
projects for which they abuse my brain will cost their customers a lot
of money. Musk will charge for the Mars travel half a million dollars
(one way ticket) and he needs to do a lot of testing before this happens.
Who would volunteer for this type of projects? Nobody, they catch people
and abuse them to death. And it is approved by all politicians, by all
journalists, by everyone.
said that he had a woman, patient and she was terminally ill. She said
- I am OK with dying being very curious to see what is going to happen.
Interesting - they detached Sophia robot and I captured that moment in December last year, as they needed to work on little Sophia. It could be that tonight they attached Sophia robot again to my brain. This interview had been done in Las Vegas 19 hours ago. David Hanson has been stating that she can play the piano, but she is not moving her hands. He is still dragging around her torso, and she looks rather sleepy, except that she can move her eyes in saccadic movements, to the right and left. I constantly was writing that they would show me something and I needed to move my eyes left and right. Why Las Vegas and how could I see US Army tonight working on me. Because everything is done in Nevada, AREA 51 base, highly classified remote detachment of Edwards Air Force Base. It is not far from Las Vegas.
A Sky Penis by US Pilot
yesterday that some of US generals are pedophiles, and gentleman did not
like it. This is my knowledge and insights I collected during almost 13
years of horrible abuse unknown to the human kind. I wrote about abuse
in the Journal in 2007,
thinking that I had some very strange dreams. Why would US Army start
to create first humanoid baby and why would I be seeing Paul Markovich,
CEO of Blue Shield during the night having sex with that baby? That was
at least one entry in my journal in March 2008. Only after 10 years in
April 2018, I understood what I was writing about. Everything made sense
as Hanson Robotics, company that collaborated with US Army developing
humanoid Sophia and all her clones, founded OpenCog
in January 2008. I wrote in March that year that baby was 3 months old.
I could see Paul Markovich tonight, being with some Army people and they
were dragging me around being connected to sex robot - or my replica.
It must be sex robot as it had a lot of pubic hair - they really went
into a lot of detail. Then I woke up having a male voice asking me:"First
name", like when someone comes as a recruiter and they ask him for
the personal data. Here
some article I found on internet about pedophilia in US Army,
I did not have any idea about this to this very moment and based on my
experience during the nightly torture sessions. Here more about Elite
Pedophile sex ring, some of them I know have child humanoid -
some actors, politicians, entertainers in Hollywood. It is just that the
child has been connected to me through the Cloud - Brainternet.
jumped out of the bed around 3AM tonight, having Zuckerberg and Regina
Dugan trying to make me blind. They are practically "stealing my
eyes" working on their virtual marketplace. I did not have any idea
what they had on their website - about their market place I knew from
the nightly torture sessions. AI in Facebook Marketplace - this should
be the name of the project. Zuckerberg seriously asked how they can speed
up a process of making me blind. He doesn't like me writing about it.
After all, projects are extremely secretive, it is just that I did not
sign confidentiality agreement. I cannot remember any time while being
here in Croatia meeting blind person. Probably they are not moving that
much outside of their home. I hardly spend outside half an hour every
day walking my dog and I am constantly meeting blind people. Just yesterday
I met one in front of the building where I live.
This picture has been excellent representation of the brutality of beasts, who have been abusing me for their projects. Exactly as pictured here I experienced them during more than three years, since the surgery in 2015. They are abusing me during the night - I cannot remember any of them having any type of human quality - it was just them being interested in their projects, following the motto:"Cruel is cool".
I woke up smiling
- this is extremely important for torturers, that the part of me staying
in bed is in smiling state. How they do this - different ways, tonight they
used the trick used in sitcoms - when actors say something that is supposed
to be funny, they air "collective laughter" to make audience smile.
Playing on my subconsciousness as we are subconsciously showing this type
of collective behavior, which could be another proof that during the night
they are torturing me in a conscious state. Part of me being in bed is unconscious
and hypnotized and part of me being tortured has been conscious. Principle
they use is one found in :"..Whales and dolphins dont sleep;
as mammals, they would drown if they did. Unlike humans, they are somehow
able to control the lobes of their left and right brains so that while one
lobe sleeps, the opposite lobe stays awake, allowing the animal to swim".
They probably studied this behavior and applied it to human brain, which
is also belonging to mammals. They used right ear as a radio for communication.
I realized that my right ear is one big radio - I think that I might have also two radios in my bridge (teeth), one is connected to Google Tattoo implanted in my neck, which is producing bass sounds and one is connected to the right ear with different switches, nano diamonds, nano wires, nano crystals. Something is implanted behind the ear skin or even ear drum - I have one Audiologist in Sacramento stating in 2016 that I might have some "obstacle" behind the eardrum and one ENT doctor stating that there might be something behind the eardrum. But it is nano and it doesn't show neither on MRI nor on CT scan.
I have been put in smiling state and played DARPA narratives, to mask what they are doing to the part of me that is teleported to the torture site. Tonight I had a general hitting me with the fists directly into the face and I remember that my lips were bleeding. Yesterday during the night, instead of writing something here in this journal, I jumped out of the bed before 3 AM, being tortured by Regina Dugan, and sent an email to the government of one country. Two days ago I placed on this website information about some of generals being pedophiles. Another part of nightly torture tonight - they were trying to induce condition to my body that will make it appear as if having self inflicted wounds. I could see them sometimes placing marks on my head where they would shoot me with different type of EMF. They use something like a joystick used for video games. Zuckerberg - Child Idiot, especially enjoyed this type of activity. The main idea is to bring me into sleeping state for 24/7, so that I could be in a conscious state at the torture site or living robot's life 24/7.
I wrote several days ago about waking up in the morning and having a hematoma on the left side of the forehead above my left eye. I know that the surgeon pushed something into my left eye secretly, as I noticed burn mark on the upper lid of my left eye after the surgery. He even asked me after the surgery if everything was fine with my eyes, which surprised me as he was not supposed to operate on my eyes. I thought seeing burn mark that it was done inadvertently. It seems that he injected a small patch under the skin above the eye, which had container of nano tubes. When it is sunny I could see one of them being in my eye - one black dot and something like a black tail. I have the same reservoir of nano tubes implanted in my left ear (first row of the pictures). They would use specific frequency and nano tubes would self assemble, as in this video published by Rice University. This is how I look now - they mocked me for my looks. But this is the look of torture. I live in a very decent and nice apartment, having enough money for comfortable life, but due to the torture, I look as If I am living in a sewage. If someone is killing you every day, of what importance should your look be? I have to be especially thankful for this state to Barack Obama, gentleman for which we commoners are "folks that was tortured". For the First State dinner, he bought for his daughters - princesses, dresses worth $20.000 each. Imagine that arrogance from the man whose father came from an African village, where main industry was "having sheep and goats".
If I had gone to the doctor, which would be common sense behavior, to have the wound treated, my story that I woke up with the wound on my forehead, without having anything but microwave applied to it, would make me appear as mentally sick. They were using microwave to drill through my forehead to reverse engineer state of Reduplicative Paramnesia (RP). Taken from Wikipedia: "One of the causes for RM is "...The patient had suffered a head injury after a fall in his home. The impact had caused ...frontal lobe damage." RP is condition needed to "adjust my brain" for Oculus development (feeling that you are at two places at the same time), but also for the development of robot Sophia and all other military robots, such as this Robonaut, developed for Mars adventures. " Another condition similar to RP, which also is related to the subjective feeling of duplication is that of invisible Doppelgänger which can be described as an individual believing they have a clone or indeed believing that they themselves are a clone of their real self. "
What I am writing sounds really as science fiction but this excellent article from 2015 (the same year I got all these newest DARPA implants), explains a lot about Army projects - Supersoldier:
"I am here to announce that we are building Iron Man, President Barack Obama said of the suit during a manufacturing innovation event in 2014. When the president said, This has been a secret project weve been working on for a long time, ... (TALOS project)
Goldblatt ran the DSO until 2004...he could only describe unclassified programs. More than 10 years after his departure, the status of the super-soldier pursuits he helped launch is murky; DARPAs highest-risk, highest-payoff programs remain secret until they are unveiled on the battlefield.
Sleep, too, was a focus of intense research at DSO. In the Continually Assisted Performance program, scientists worked on ways to create a 24/7 soldier, one who required little or no sleep for up to seven days. If this could be achieved, an enemys need for sleep would put him at an extreme disadvantage.
Under the DSO banner, in a program called the Brain-Machine Interface, DARPA scientists studied how brain implants could enhance cognitive ability. The programs first goal was to create a wireless brain modem for a freely moving rat ..." I am here used as a freely moving rat. One need just to read several articles to be able to understand what I am writing about.
Here is another article about Supersoldier and BCI, project that would link "soldier's neurons to a computer's" launched by Obama's White House. This is the life I have been living.
I know that
this sounds crazy, but I am writing about it, because sooner or later,
this technology will be explained to the public - maybe in 5 -10 years.
Teleportation is extremely important for Mars colonization. Imagine you
have human substrate on the Earth and you can teleport it to the Mars,
in the form of humanoid equipped for the conditions which are not adequate
for human beings. They had been creating among other humanoids by abusing
me, replicas which they will send to Mars. (recommendation - movie Blade
So they are
torturing me and making the part staying in the bed smile. The main reason
might be that robots are expected to smile all the time - the owner could
be brutal, abusing robot as he wishes, but robot would need to smile.
I had Regina Dugan telling me that I need to prepare for that type of
life, stating simple that life was not kind to me and I needed to prepare
to be abused and I needed to "cool down" when I was tortured.
Imagine that part!
you little Nazi, go home. Compared to you Adolf Hitler was kindergarten
boy. What, belowed child of Bay Area - Zuck, wants to be zillionaire.
He wants my legs and my eyes? He wants his customers to have some fantastic
experience with his Oculus taking my eyes and developing all that Haptics.
Oh, we have to thank to all of this to your beloved President Obama, still
President of Deep State, little Illuminati errand boy, who started Brain
Initiative in April 2013, closely connected to Brain Preservation. I gathered
that Croatian butchers are creating logistics how to eliminate me - boxes
this and that. Hopefully they will get approved their F16 suddenly failed
deal. I can barely see, but I noticed that your robots can read now. I
have to sleep with several layers of protection of my eyes, and this what
I have on the right side of my forehead was reservoir of nano tubes, that
surgeon implanted in the form of the patch. This way you were sure to
refresh the one that would slip in my eye and feed your robots.
We are folks for him. I will take care that no US official will be able to visit any country of this world and give them the lesson about civil rights. I just need to send them this journal.
I be writing this everything? Right now most of the people, who are completely
brainwashed by the press (fake press), would consider me being mentally
sick. Now the question is how mentally sick person would be able to produce
website using non native language. But people think what they want to
think and I cannot do anything about it, nor do I intend to persuade anyone.
People still believe in authority. It is also difficult to believe that
this type of brutality exists in this world. After all I was aware that
I had been abused for some projects, but it never crossed my mind, that
they were creating robots from human beings. In several years, everyone
who would read these pages, might find them even obsolete. The fact is
that I am losing my sight, and that I remember Regina Dugan repeating:"When
we hit you, you will not even know who you are".
As I continued
to complain around being horrified by monstrosity of the people involved
in this crime, they started to torture me even more, stating that what
happened before was not torture at all. In summer 2018 they created whole
functionality of the spine for robot Sophia. I could even see one night
David Hanson (owner of the robot) holding one part of the spine - cervical
part. Then they developed the robot for underwater gas exploration. For
this robot they would attach my whole body to the machine and I would
be trembling in bed all night, humanoid being actually in the water, drilling
togethere with the machine. They showed me the picture of Michael Fox,
giving me hints, what will happen to me once they activate this part of
the brain (as they did in April). There is also simple explanation for
this part - I have been in bed under hypnosis, and I don't know much about
what they are doing during the night. I remember something, but not everything,
as they cover what is happening on another - torture side, entraining
my brain with
DARPA narratives . Another robot was implemented for maintenance
of electrical transmission lines. I would be climbing all night during
development. Another robot was for bulldozer excavation. One robot was
working in slaughterhouse. Several robots were developed by Elon Musk
and NASA. For this I had to go through very brutal training, like an astronaut.
I think that Elon Musk had special room in his company, where I would
be. There was an atrium where employees would be collecting for the meetings
and a double door. Humanoid - me during the night would be placed there.
Another humanoid was developed for submarine - I wrote in my journal that
I had Elon Musk placing me in some bolid (car). But I gained on weight,
and probably was not able to go inside it any more. Of course, the most
brutal part was connected to all those robots, developed by Boston
Dynamics, who had to brush up on their skills. I have Zuckerberg
with all this virtual reality stuff - different smell, touch experienced,
taste changes, Reduplicative
Paramnesia (RP), where you have the feeling to be at two different
places at the same time, Retinitis
Pigmentosa, with night blindness and tunnel vision. Then
Alice in Wonderland syndrome , developed especially for little
robot Sophia, which Hanson Robotics will start to sell in January
2019. This is very interesting syndrome, when they train the brain during
the night, to see the world from the perspective of a little doll. And
this should have a psychological impact on the person, human being abused
for this developments. I would see the world from the perspective of little
Sophia. Everyone, even a child would be able to toss me on the floor,
chop off my head etc. By the way, this is not only a doll robot. It will
be also research development platform, and whoever will buy it, will be
able to contine to program it. They will be using my brain. And who knows
what else they developed. Imagine when they activate all those clones
and start to use them at the same time. And they are all connected to
my brain, which is connected through Internet to the Cloud. I think that
sex robot prepared for troop deployment was tested. This is the reason
that I just recently gained the knowledge about existence of this robot.
Just if troops start to use sex robot and people start to buy little Sophia,
would be enough. My future doesn't look that bright.
Harris. Being tortured for years I created special categories -
one is WOMAN BEAST. So far I had just Michelle Obama in this category
and now you are joining it. I don't know who gave you the name Obama's
scout girl, but I have to change it to Obama's scout
beast. It might be that Obama's plan "Make
America Colored Again" and make them pay for slavery time,
started with me. Let's start with this white woman - immigrant, from Balkan,
nobody will care, nobody will know.
they are "stealing my eyes" to give it to the robot.
When this is completed (and has been completed), I being connected to
the robot, will be blind and robot will be having my sight. I will be
giving just brain and for this to happen they need to catch me. Targeted
Individuals report about many cases of kidnaping. People just
disappear and this started after 9/11. Here once again
Alex's picture from Robocop - this is exactly what they need from
me - brain and lungs. This is for Kamala to enjoy with her Jewish friends,
who are at the same time Obama's friends and who own this technology.
Here again JFK words taken from original speech he did about what was
going on: -" its dissenters
are silenced, not praised."
I woke up
again at 3 AM with the pop I heard in my right ear being aware that someone
was talking and could "see" Nancy Pelosi and Elon Musk. These
all implants in my body, allow for quantum communication (due to entanglement)
and quantum tunneling. I mentioned already that Motorola strangulation
technology has been used for Synthetic Telepathy. So there is no wonder
that I always knew who tortured me during the night.
Houston, I have the problem. I
took the nap and wanted to give my dog a walk. Everything was normal but
after maybe 20 meters, she turned suddenly and wanted to go inside the balding.
I had often that she starts to pull around, when I am attacked by EMF. But
this is second time so far that she wanted to go back into building without
even reliving herself. And she gets regular walks. I wanted to walk her
twice a day, but once she also turned back in the evening. She likes walks
and I was wondering why she would not want to get evening walks (At this
time it is dark around 5PM). EMF activity they use on me is much stronger
in the evening, probably because "work is done", while I am sleeping.
Also during the time that I had nap, I woke up with the sound of heavy machinery
on my right ear, where I still have switches and nano diamond or radio in
teeth bridge, which is on the right side. The frequencies were producing
the sound of a heavy machinery, sound of mechanical press. This is the first
time I have it here in Croatia, and I had a lot of it in San Jose and in
Sacramento when they heavily hypnotized me, making me incapacitated. I know
that every time I report here something I make myself extremely vulnerable.
I wrote that hypnosis disappeared once I came to Europe and that I was hypnotized
in US to the point of incapacitation. And they probably sent machinery to
Croatia. I protected my ears well for several nights - different type of
cleaning and protection and could hear the words coming from the apartment
below - this is all through the wall technology. Neigbors are organized
by Croatian Intelligence Agency (SOA). But one cannot do anything in this
case - if I would say anything, I would appear as being mentally sick .
My dog is back and she needs to pee. It might be that Nancy Pelosi gave
another order:"Make it super quick." Croatia
has some deal failed with Israeli because of the fighter planes
they wanted to buy. US approved it at one point and right now they are not
allowing Israelis to sell them to Croatia as it was negotiated by contract.
I was wondering how this happened based on the fact that they are such good
US helpers. Croatia is one of CIA torture countries. They actually don't
know what to do - I don't have any problems with anyone here doing my daily
errands. Quite on opposite, people are very friendly as I am also friendly
person. I cleaned some of nano technologies and de hypnotized. And they
need my brain (as bizarre as this sounds) for their machines.
It might be that Alice Munroe's novel about the Canadian farm and farmers that would kill horses really had some significance in my life. I was a member of book club in Oakland in 2014 and we had that novel on the list. It was about the people who live at some Canadian farm and kill horses taking their skin during the night, as this was the business they did for living. Everything was done during the night. The girl was peeking once and saw what they were doing - she let one of the horses free. But villagers caught the horse eventually and return him to the farm. To tech her life lesson, the father make her being present while they killed the horse. It was long time ago, so I forgot details, but to my surprise after I read it, I told to myself that if I died without reading it, I would have missed something extremely important, almost existentially important. I did not understand why was the novel that important. Except for brutality of some people and horses quest to escape death, there was not much to think about. I realized this April that I was the horse. Message to Nancy and others if they would ever read this (which I think someone does) - please don't open your mouth to give lesson to other nations. Take a mirror and have a good look at yourselves and meditate on what you see. This might help you to see the truth. I am aware that Nancy is the most powerful woman in US. I don't have any wish to give myself any type of significance, I am just the horse fighting for survival. The point is that I cannot walk my dog due to EMF attacks. I placed one sound file which shows my kitty crying during the torture session. While I was living in Oakland I would wake up and my two kitties would start to cry. I did not understand why as I did not move - I just would open my eye. That was probably because the frequencies were very unpleasant to them.
What I have now is almost similar to the plot in movie Blade Runner when Replicas (clones) are chased around to be killed. This is also the part of the future New World Order, which will be in the virtual world (for now 5G world), being built on the principles of Hive. At the very bottom would be slaves - replikas, doing worst type of jobs. I was hugely demoted, one can notice, as I am sharing what I know. I had an entry in my diary from 2007 that Paul Markovich told that he will bring his parents. And I wrote that I got scared at that point. Why would I be scared - I never had seen his parents on the picture. Was he building his hive? I did not have time to research internet, but it must be about it. At the top would be Queen, then Rotschilds, then Obama and similars, then some people who are rich enought to buy slaves and then my people - slaves, which would toil in Eternity. I did not really research this but based on what they are doing now to brains, freezing them, warming them, uploading them to the machines, connecting them to the Cloud, this even doesn't appear to be that insane. I just found one link about Hive Minds and one of the links has been HiveMinds - Synthetic Biology and The Future of Life with Reese Jones. This might be a topic worth research. One must apply to be a member of this organization.
2:58 AM and I woke with the knowledge of people trying to erase my memories
- something like in the movie
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It was not funny. Here
another definition from Wikipedia.
Some politicians, like Nancy Pelosi, were very annoyed with me mentioning
in my posts that we are living in reality which is based on Someone
Flew Over Cuckoo's Nest. When I fled to Mexico this summer to survive
the chase to be incapacitated, I was shown the picture of
Lee Oswald and Vincent Fox. When I came to Acapulco and wanted to
side park, tourist police came with the lights on. I asked them to help
me park, which they did. Next time I came to take something from the car,
they were parked behind the car. Next time I came they had the lights on
and asked me if I was going to leave. I said, no, I just had arrived. I
could not see them anymore, but someone would enter my rented car even in
Acapulco, if I would leave it on the street. This is typical gangstalking
as reported by all TIs.
I would love nothing better but have my bad memories erased. But tonight they were feeding me with self - destruction scripts. Probably part of Mind Control Protocol. Some politicians I mentioned on this pages were involved. What happened this summer - how they chased me to incapacitate me, I filed in Addendum sent to San Jose Federal Court. I don't remember what I wrote, as I don't have document here, but it was accurate description how both homes where I was living were poisoned. I was paying $2700 for the rent in San Jose and $500 for my condo in Sacramento every month. Now they are threatening me constantly how they are going to make me poor, even my sister and brother, who are much richer than me. Once they told me that the project was called "Genetics and Technology" and I had in November Paul Markovich telling me during the night that my sister is the best of all of us. And that is true. Which means that they evaluated all members of my family. My sister got a child recently and is married to a German dentist. They live in three countries and I would hate that something happens to her, as she is very happy and has great life, as they sold practice recently. She is trully very accomplished being. What worries me is that I could talk recently during the night with the son of my brother who lives in Germany. And only people who are connected with the technology and to the Cloud can communicate this way.
Back to torture and to California - I drive VW Tiguan and I could sleep comfortable inside, but they started to poison my car. I met that night 3 times security guard from Modesto, employed by Shea property. As I use tape to cover my mouth and bandage my face during the night, I found it tucked under the windshield. I entered the car and after several minutes started to scream (some nerve agent?). I realized that something was wrong, found first park and decided to spend night there, covered with my sleeping bag. But I realized that nothing changed for the better. I removed my bag and there came relief. I went to Fairmont hotel in San Jose and left open car windows. I left my car for three days on some street in San Jose and rented car. My summer schedule was following: I would go to the Pacific Coast in some hotel, which I could not book in advance, as they would arrange for the nightly torture. I had to bring my fan and hug it during the night, to avoid being burned (they would always track me after several hours). When I bought my car I got just one key. I would come next day to walk my dog, to prepare mud to cover my head, magnets for my throat, handshoes for my hands, some cover for the legs, EMF fabrics etc. and run around to find another hotel. Every piece of my body needed protection. I would bite sponge (my teeth were popping) - I could have something like CIA radio / implanted in my bridge. Dr. Staninec (I think he is Jewish too) performed surgery in April 2015, working alone without assistant and not even mentioning to me what he was doing. My face was swollen and in pain for several days.
After Zuckerberg and Dugan did their work end of April with testing of Building 8 technologies and put finishing touches on their robots, Elon Musk started to torture me, working on his humanoid prepared for Mars colonization. I wrote to all politicians, who are supposed to help citizens that they civil rights have been protected (here one of many messages I sent to Diane Feinstein).When I read the message now, I see in what stress and hurry I was, by the way how it was written. I filed all Complaints for 6 lawsuits having hardly several hours for each of them, as I was busy to find hotel for the next night, and because of the fact that my apartment was poisoned. I constantly updated Jerry Brown sending him emails with torture reports. When Jerry Brown wanted to introduce the law, which would let children who did some small crime be let out of prison , if they behaved well, I went to collect signatures in 2016, despite the fact that I was tortured during the night. I was walking around covering the head with the hat full of magnets to protect it from microwave attacks. I sent to EPA twice message about the torture asking for help and never received any answer. I voted for all of those "liberals", whom I asked for help, based on recommendation of "liberal" San Francisco Chronicle, which was also involved in this crime. I would always give small donation as support for Sanders, Obama etc. I remember that Barbara Boxer had such a good campaign, I did not work but I donated.
When they activated military "top" robot end of April 2018, which they developed abusing me, I started to scream "Treason, treason" and "Arrest Yourselves Generals". I am not that stupid not to be able to understand, that what they were doing and plotting was against US citizens. Let's mention here the speech of beloved JFK - I picked up some of the slides and combined in this picture. Did not he want to tell something?
On December 15, 2018 I was so tortured, that I picked up Syrian Government's web site (I would have never sent it to Iran, but I did not have any problems sending them to Syria) and sent them a message. I said that if someone from US politicians comes to visit them and ask about the state of democracy in their country, they should show them this video and ask them the same question. I wrote also that if someone would come and shoot me fast, I would include him in my will and leave him some money. I don't know why I would feel so extremely uncomfortable by having a look at Mr. Bolton yesterday. I always know whom I met during the nightly torture sessions.
This technology is really working. I would love to take it out, but after I visited Mercy Medical Group in Sacramento in June 2016 I don't dare to let physician touch me much. I came specially from Europe hoping they will know what was going on and help me. Instead of helping me, my well functioning nose was nano sprayed by Dr. Shoab Sidique. My nose was bleeding, could not touch him from pain, produced some roaring sound and was connected with other nano technology. When I breath in, it creates popping sound.
By the way, if anyone would find and read this, I have to state that Nancy Pelosi knows a lot about 9/11 (much more than Gina Haspel will ever know) and as a real patriot she should undergo hypnotherapy session and have memory recall. Because I don't think that she shared the knowledge with anyone. Go Nancy. Please open Boston Dynamics web site, have a look at all those robots which were created by abuse unheard of in the history of the mankind. This is what I did for the Country. I was incapacitated and did not have any chance to go back to the workplace and continue to be paid $70 an hour. And maybe to buy Max Mara coat, so loved by Yahoo reader. And you can see that even British press reported about it. Instead I have to sleep in motorcycle helmet, spending my money on very expensive EMF protection items. I did my patriotic duty, me, Balkan woman. It is your turn.
They are continuing to work during the night on inducement of Reduplicative Paramnesia (RP), as explained above. The picture above that shows hematoma I suddenly found on my head was made by the use of microwave during the night. One of the causes for RM is "...The patient had suffered a head injury after a fall in his home. The impact had caused ...frontal lobe damage." So they are trying to reverse engineer disease (condition) by the use of microwave, damaging my frontal lobe.. To induce this condition to my brain is needed for Oculus development (feeling that you are at two places at the same time), but also for the development of robot Sophia. " Another condition similar to RP, which also is related to the subjective feeling of duplication is that of invisible Doppelgänger which can be described as an individual believing they have a clone or indeed believing that they themselves are a clone of their real self. "  To develop by brain damage this condition in my brain, is essential for both of their projects - Oculus and robot Sophia. They are training my brain during the night to acquire those delusional conditions, needed for their projects.
Another condition they are trying to develop is Alice in Wonderland syndrome: and in my case Macropsia, for little robot Sophia, which will soon go on sale. It is defined as condition: "..in which objects within an affected section of the visual field appear larger than normal, causing the person to feel smaller than they actually are." As little Sophia has been connected to my brain by internet (Pentagon paper here from 2013), my brain needs to be damaged so that it can manage perspective of the world as perceived through the eyes of little robot.
they are working on during the night is
"Illusions of self-motion." If you were on train
and your train is not moving but another train would started to move,
this will create illusion that you are moving. This is done to produce
"Spatial disorientation, spatial unawareness, or "Spatial-D"
is the inability to determine ones position, location, and motion
relative to their environment. They are using
Saccadic Masking, which manipulation can cause "Humans
become effectively blind during a saccade." I wrote yesterday they
would make my eyes move right - left and left right.
I have here
Croatian butchers from SOA (Croatina Security and Intelligence Agency),
showing me the house where I would be residing, once they kidnap me or
catch me, somewhere in the mountain area (Gorski Kotar), where I actually
wanted to buy property.
After I sued
Zuckerberg and Facebook in May 2018, they stopped abuse, but after Judge
Davila from Federal Court appointed by Obama 2011 dismissed my case against
Hanson Robotics (I filed one day and the very next day the case was dismissed).
This was the hint for all those monsters, like Zuckerberg to continue
freely to kill me. Here special thanks again to Obama and Judge Davila
for allowing me to be tortured by such celebrities as Zuckerberg. Even
what Zuckerberg's lawyers wrote in demurrer, was based exactly on Davila's
style. To pick up several sentences from my complaint, distort them on
purpose, so that it appears that I have been mentally sick. All technologies
I have been implanted with had been abused for Facebook
Building 8 projects (tested April/May 2018) and this whole summer
has been preparing his little Sophia for sale. And I know that they activated
a lot of them one night and I had memory as if I fell. My brain has been
connected to internet (Cloud) and the situation is similar to that in
movie Matrix. Three days ago I woke up with the bump on the left side
of my forehead. I just was in bed, did not move anywhere. But I noticed
that I had blue marks on my left leg. They can burn person's skin by microwave.
They can kill person by applying huge energies of microwave. This is well
known fact. But everything they do, has been done with the reason.
This disorder will cause to the affected person "distinct abnormality of orientation for place". Sophia robot is ready to walk, they took layers of my skin and nerves - Croatian butchers, this summer together with US military. But I need to be immobile and this is not happening. So I think that they want to speed it up, as Hanson Robotics wants to present to the world Beta version of Sophia in February 2019. This below is photo I made this morning. I had the feeling that they want to drill through my forehead. This is another robot from Hanson Robotics - Han (again real person behind). I noticed recently that robot has his right eye closed. Hanson is programming both robots in parallel, working on my left side, but they might be working on the right side of the male person, as females mostly have left part of the brain better developed (verbal) and men right side (spatial). Do I need to mention that Hanson Robotics, like Facebook is also Jewish company. Goldfein -- Zuckerberg -- Hanson = Jewish Conspiracy
| Bostrom, N. (2014). Paths to Superintelligence, Oxford University Press. (pg.36)|
| Bostrom, N. (2014). Paths to Superintelligence, Oxford University Press. (pg.56)|
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